Sunday, September 17, 2006 Y 9:39 PM

Hmm` nth happened much. God! like 12 more days to promos? i am freaking out, i was there, trying to study. Den, alot of wat ifs entered my mind. WHAT IF i cant be promoted to j2? WHAT IF i get promoted to j2 den i struggle, yet cannot make it into U? WAH~ turning insane lor. LIFE isnt abt studying? BUT..how come all these..AIYA~WATEVER la. I think i took the wrong step. BUT what can i do, other den walking on?

Today, went to grandma's house, my baby cousin was there. SO ADORABLE la..hahas. He is very very mischievious..he can scold stupid idiot at the age of 2? LOL` naughty hor? Seeing all my aunts n grandparents..somehow can calm me down. dunno y. TML sch starting at 7.40am. DAMN! first period is going to last like 2 hr 15mins. SIAN..
Bought gold nail polish from the face shop=) VERY NICE.
After promos, i feel like going to sentosa. LOL` 5th oct last day liao. YEA~~ hahas.

the poem
alot of things rushed through my head,
i am lost.
I know it's no use crying,
BUT, tears rolled.
Everything i used to have,
gone!
I will be fine,
i wish.
-qiu