IDIOTS. I duno wat to do. Watever la. HECK!

Went back home early. LALA~

down with cough. Sians.

So moody, so not happy. Like usual..intend to slp later.

Getting that bloody red nail polish=D


so sorry gals, super long time never update blog le.. cause i am bz bz bz! haha..
so today is halloween! happy halloween:) think we are meeting up with the gang, my lesson end late today, so hmmm, guess have to meet u guys later n i also cannot go home late! haven finish my things! hahaha.. it seems that i have lots of things to do..

-yan-



hmm. shall post abt ytd and today.

ytd was at home rushing my projects. finally one down. finally. after that, mom wanted me to go out visit a relative who is sick. but in the end, due to some unforeseen circumstances, we didnt managed to. long story, shall not elaborate. we went to eat at a place called "Macau Express" at Expo instead.



isn't the glass cute? i ordered ice lemon teaaaaa..



and this chawanmushi-look-alike called steam milk. totally gross. got a VERY heavy milky smell.



and this delicious seafood noodles. and i shall REPEAT. this ISN'T MAGGI MEE! omg. it is nice okayy!



and this egg tartttt..omg. nice k!

alright. shall stop making you drool.

today was simply devastating. i shall say why.

1. -deleted-

2. -deleted-

3. during the break time, seow hui and i went to the com lab to print the marketing notes. but some unknown idiot kept on cancelling my job at the printer. until i got soooo fed up and asked her to STOP cancelling jobs that people sent to the printer cause' she ALONE basically slowed down the whole process.

4. the BUSINESS SCHOOL CANTEEN, STORE FIVE aunty sucks. i practically screamed my orders to her (seow hui and jasmine heard it too) but she INSISTED i didn't order. very well. let's see CCTV.

"i got order what"
"no, you never order."
"okayy, i am sorry.."
"no no no, i want you to exprain. exprain why you say you order when you never order."
"okayy, i am sorry if i caused you any mental or emotional stress, aunty.."
"no no no, you must exprain."

okay. the above conversation didnt take place. just imagining the BA COR MEE MAN! haha. still, i re-order cause the hor fun really taste good. i got no backbone lah! argh.

5. i really don't want to behave like i am a 3 year old kid. so i decided not to say no. 5.
ps. shuhan, stop behaving like an idiot and be professional. you can't choose your group when you are in the workforce.

6. the bus 969 broke down half way! dumb can! ended up taking train home and being late for tuition! argh.

okayys. a funny picture to cheer myself up.



dinesh wearing adeline's necklace and pretending to be as gay as possible. hahaha. funny guy.


Skip chi, went to eat mac instead=x HAHA, next had presentation. Well, i was the best=D lalala~ i gt EE, as in exceeding expectation. Best part is that i win her. Duh~ how can i, QL, best presenter in cls lose?

Rite, tml is 31. Woohoo` halloween.

Next, wed n thurs free=) Hehs* superrrrr happy.

Botak talked to me again. Wah, has been quite some time. He did tease, asked if i was going home, when i intended to skip chi lesson n go mac instead. I like his skin color, superrrr tan. Hurrays* to hotcakes meal. K, i am so random.

Darn, my legs swell again. ROLLEYES*

Its over, everyting.


hmm` frens came over to have a dry run of presentation. Was waste of time. DOTS- nvm la, got over n done with it. Video my baby cousin. HE shall be the star for my project. Wahas, he is so adorable la. Before he went home, he gave me a hug. How swt=)

My arm is sore. ARGH` being freaking long, still haven heal.

Asked my sister to eat half the slice of cake, she threw temper at me. GOD` wat had i done wrong? I am so not going to care bou aniting liao k.

Tml mon, sian. Start of a new sch wk. BORED* fren said to go watch DOA, turned down, simply cant stand having to see them=x I wan to spend time with mummy dearest.

Have been wanting to puke the whole dae. The feeling damn terrible, argh` CANT it just end?

WEEE~ wed n thurs no sch. YIPEE. Timetable sucks, whole day pw and chinese. At least, last time intensive mt was FUN. I did slack all the way through out the lesson, and time flew. NOW? Everyting i do, ya. SIANS. Leader wat, den they throw everyting n expect me to do. SO YA. Den chinese, that teacher walau, nv fail to put his attention on me. Den cannot slack or stone. HAVE to pay attention.

pondering-


okay. before i start my entry, i wanna apologise to qiuling, wanyan and peijun. i am REALLY busy to meet up with you guys! sorry sorry sorry sorry. i got law project on germany law, i got japanese project on asimo, i got communication skills 40 mins presentation on monday! i am really a chiongster can! my materials for the 40mins presentation is like..duh! i think i can only last 10 mins!

my germany law is not even half completed. and the tutor is going to skin me alive and fry me in court. okok, maybe not as it is illegal to kill - under the criminal law.

my japanese project on asimo, all thanks to my special someone, he helped me research abt it and all i got to do is to put those research in a proposal. phew.

i am busy! so busy can!

i sort of told myself to wake up early today to chiong my project. BUT, as usual, i didn't managed to. and oversleptttttt. for hours? yea. and finally dragged myself out of bed. after some good hours of research and going out of point, i decided to give myself a break and prepare for dance..

dance got like only 6 people today..kinda great cause' alot of space! hahaha. and have more of Mr Beto's attention to correct our mistakes. i personally think i am improving! hahaha..Mr Beto said too. yippeee~~

after a long and tiring training, cabbed down to chan kai house to find him..he bought sushi for meeeee..wahaha. so nice can! i loveeee sushi~~

we only meet up for 1 hour..before i go find mom at my aunt's house and we went home together.

hmm. time to do some work. sayonara.


terrible headache. Duno y, losing my mind. OHMAN, it hurts so.
boring day, or is it life?
missing you ppl like hell.
so not happy.
BYE.


today was a boringggggggggg day.

had commskills in the morning. OVERSLEPT and woke up pretty late. managed to rush and reach school ON TIME. oh man. i nearly foam at the mouth with all those running and rushing.

aloysius was like bullying me through out commskills. he yawned soooo loud that Mdm Aisha glared at him, and he pointed to me and said "It's HER. not me." 0_o
oh please. i am innocent alright! =/ and denish and him was like scolding vulgars to each other like some games, making us gigglish in class.

Denish: oi aloy, the fly outside the window is your father. he come visit you.
Aloy: omg. that's your mother. say hi.

*disclaimer: all vulgars are eliminated to avoid pollution of mind and racist content are also edited.

and the vulgars were like flying across the room, which i did my best to ask aloysius to shut up. hahas. and he said i am his defend lawyer and should defend him instead of attacking him. oh well.

aallooyysius. says (6:11 PM):
TSKTSK.
we all live in the YELLOW submarine XD says (6:11 PM):
oh man
we all live in the YELLOW submarine XD says (6:11 PM):
you gonna disturb me even at home huh?
we all live in the YELLOW submarine XD says (6:11 PM):
LOL.
aallooyysius. says (6:11 PM):
definitely
aallooyysius. says (6:11 PM):
since today you were a extremely bad lawyer.
we all live in the YELLOW submarine XD says (6:11 PM):
why am i a bad lawyer today?
aallooyysius. says (6:11 PM):
you should defend your client
aallooyysius. says (6:12 PM):
not attack your client.
aallooyysius. says (6:12 PM):
TSKTSK

after commskills was an hour break. went to com lab to check for the lawyer email reply..which he did reply in very very chim english. had a hard time trying to figure out the meaning which i managed to, and it was really great. brings me up to a higher level of understanding. now i can see the beauty of law!

hmm. and went for the BORINGGGGG and SLOWWWW fundamentalssss of Food and Beveragesss. the lecturer basically..rots. so i wasn't listening. was talking and chit chatting with seow hui and serena. after the 2 hour lecture, i ALREADY was foaming at the mouth. duh.

i am bloody busy now. BYE.


Oral prestation is driving me nuts. I have absolutely NO patience to see my frens drag the presentation. SIANS, they take super long to decide on someting. ARGH` luckily, i have rz to acc me la. Thanks ar, buddy=) HAHAS. Wah, cant stand them lor, had to resist the urge to fly at them.

Had chinese mock exam, was alright. Damn easy lor, duno y so many ppl sae difficult. LOL` mayb cos i dun really care le. Den very relax, they all stressed out la. MAYBE la.

Hmm` though tml is sat, BUT, cant meet the gang. SIANS, we are like so near, yet so far. GOD` it is so driving me crazy la. ARGH` i dun like it. I wan to be with the gang once again, to chill and havoc=( My misery, who understand? HAHAS.

By rite its hols now lor, offically end of sch yr le. BUT, becos of stupid project n a lvl chinese, it isnt holidae just as yet. HMMM` 13 nov. Counting down la. Den i will transfer OUT=x ALL my frens like super busy la. Catching up with sch work and project. ONLY me, LOL` i am the only one slacking as if there is no tml. I feel so weird. Like as if i dun belong to the grp anymore. Like different sch yr like that. AHHH` wat the hell am i tinking. WATEVER~

love notes.
dajie- WEI!! i am missing you like hell la. Where did u disappear to? Do u know how much i miss crapping with you? LOL` awww* MISS YOU la. hugs*

erjie- it seems you are super busy recently. Remember to breathe. HAHAS~ dun overwork yourself. Cant wait till the dae we can meet up n chill. ROAR* dun like your teacher for u=)

xiaomei- WAH! law, xianmu la. Hmm` you too, dun work too much. Must take care! LOVE u. Dun tired yourself out ar. MISS you too, must meet up soon.


ok.. i really dislike my advisor who is also my APS teacher.. really cannot tahan her!

she made stupid arrangements for us.. wat the... she dun allow us to choose our own group for PBL, so i went to ask her can we choose our own group? cause another INFO teacher also want us to have our grp according to our register number, so i am still STUCK at that grp.. really sick! just imagine if i dun do well for either one, the obvious answer for me doing well for APS is ZERO! unless we really work really hard.. her ans is NO! plus all those craps.. really cant stand her, it is worse to see her :) face when i am already very pissed off! arrhhh.. can't stand her!

just imagine she is already not good in teaching, then she expect us to stick to the grp she allocated, and my group members is like.. WORSE AMONG ALL! i bet there will be only me n siang yun plus maybe another gal doing in a grp of 5. i bet that my PBL will not pull my scores up and i will not do well for that subject! arrhh.. stupid de! that teacher only spoil my mood! that is what she always do.. eeeekkkk! hahaha..

hmmm.. so today i also have meeting in school for SGB, this time round i have things to do, sounds difficult cause i have to plan who will be doing the balloon, one day only can use how many balloons and so.. hahaha.. excited for tml de young leader day:) cause i heard we have many position to be, sounds so fun! hehe..

BAD NEWS is for da jie lor, she spend like days to do her clementi things, but ended up they wanted to change the venue, cause clementi flats are mostly 3 or 4 rooms flat! nvm, JIA YOU BA!:) lets work hard..
san mei ~jia you for ur oral presentation and mother tongue exams! :)
xiao mei ~all the best in your studies! jia you jia you:)

-yan-


okay. i love singapore law. i hate singapore law.

it is bloody difficult yet so interesting and exciting, it is so tedious yet so enthralling and provocative, so bottomline, i hate and love this subject at the same time.

just looking at the words send you on a merry-go-round.

judicial precedents. stare decisis. civil jurisdiction. criminal jurisdiction. original jurisdiction. appellate jurisdiction. subsidiary legislation. contract law. intellectual property law. criminal law. legal systems/ constitutional law. tort law. civil procedure. and the never-ending list go on...and on...and on...

and what you expect to see at the next paragraph? it just goes on!

okok. now talking about japanese. interesting tutor. boring lecture. quite average, as i didnt have the passion for it as much as i love law. it isn't as stimulating as law itself lahh. tho i know law is bloody difficult to pass. hmm.

yesterday daphne joined us for lunch. we went to Tampines Mall because ALL OF US have got a total of THREE hours break. HAHA.

after lunch, we went to the VERY MUCH empty arcade. and played a few games tgt. got all of us screaming and playing - leading to sore throat. we have broke the law of..tort? for being public nuisance? HAHA. law freak.

after that, we went back to school to slack the time away. just then, i realised i left my favourite pink bottle i bought in HK in the foodcourt!

*@&$^$@%&@

of course i am devastated. but i can't go back TM for it right? argh. so sad can!

okayy. i have got tuition at 7:30pm. need to rest now. sayonara,tsukaremashita.


Smiles* HAHAS. I had presentation todae. WELL, like i said, presenting is my forte. WAHAS~ my teacher said i was confident. LOL` ok, that is gd. First attempt only. I am so going to impress her the second time round, will be more prepared=D must ace oral presentation lor. CANNOT lose. BLAH, as if i will lose like that. WAHAS~ ok.
SIANS. Now cannot pon sch=x that stupid new teacher sae if nv go sch, MUST produce mc, if not mark as irregularity. I wanted to sae mark la, as if i care. BUT, that is so not me. WAHAS. So bo bian, have to go sch. How many more days only? HMM` somehow i will miss innova. ERR~sians.

currently hooked to the song 'firefly' by ATEENS. Very nice lor..OK, i am so random. HAHAS~

Life is boring la. CANT wait for pw to be done. WOOHOO` that time i will be super free le. WEEEE. Den have to find job liao. SIANZATION` dun like the feeling of having to search for job like an idiot like that. So dun like working la. Working life sucks la. So nice to be student lor. I wan to be a student FOREVER. Like real.

Ppl, i am so bored that i am blabbering. HAHAS.. entertain me pls.. Well, ppl do change. Dun they? HATE it la. HAIS- but i guess life still moves on.. No matter wat happens. ROLL eyes* another random remark by me.

the poem
glancing back, we all changed.
We are no longer us,
instead we did drift.
It just happened,
without us realising.
No amount of effort is going to help,
cos it is already gone.
My heart did die,
maybe it is the best ending,
for us.
qiu-


WEEEEE~ just got back from SENTOSA. Went with minky n erjie=) HAHAS, so fun la. ENJOYABLE. Lalala~ No one was late, gd start. Den boarded 963, was superrr long ride la. OK la, gt minky, he entertained us. Hahs, once reach there, all got super high la. Bought suntanning oil plus..err. HAHAS* starting playing in the water, AWWW* real cooling. I duno how to swim, nearly drown. WAHAS, was too scared, struggled. The situation was sooooo funny la. Did laugh all the way. Heng minkai very tall. LOL` Saw alot of blackies. YUCK, sentosa was flooded with them la. They very tiko la, go there see bikini babes. EEEE~ den worst, saw alot of gays la. WAH! Puke* They are damn disgusting la. Holding hands and hugging in public. Wouldnt it been a blast if they did kiss? LOL`

We are so tanned la. OK, mayb minky has the nicest tan, like bangala like that. WAHAS~ took lots of pic. WEETS- went to vivo city. OK, it isnt nice at all. Well, at least the candy empire is nice la. STARBURST. hmm` ALOT of ppl lor. WOW!! everytime i see crowds, feel like screaming. Den we were like so hungry n tired. VERY grumpy la. Wanted to bite someone badly. Wahas, squeezedddddd our way OUT. WOW!! The number of ppl waiting to board the free shuttle bus to sentosa was TERRIBLE, the queue, NV ENDING` We heck, we walked with only one goal in mind, go back n EAT. Went back to woodlands at last. AHHH` home swt home. Went to eat bk. OK, saw tis guy. Disturbed minky. Wahas~ mk, he cute rite? LOL` y nv get his number?

Initially wanted to jio more ppl go de. BUT, well..due to circumstances..only 3 went. BUT, hey! I am so glad we went ahead with our plan. Still go to sentosa to chill. WEETS- Next time go again k? Next time ask more ppl to join in the fun, it is a waste that they did miss out the fun tis time round.

Ohya, the gang want to go celebrate halloween together? HAHAS~ tricks or treats- i WANT to get more starburst=x YUM*
hmm` CANT wait till we can go overseas together la. Go bangkok, shop till we drop la=) want? Any takers? We were saying until we are 21..4 miserable yrs, till den we have to keep in contact. We will, wun we? We will treasure this frenship, wun we? LOVE U GUYS LOTS-


i
hate
school.

BYE!

ps. this is shuhan. i will be posting white fonts lah. so just know its me. and just know i hate school. BYE.


I HATE MY ADVISOR.. HER TEACHING REALLY SUX! ALMOST THE WHOLE CLASS CANT STAND HER.. ONCE SHE OPEN HER MOUTH.. ARRHHH! FEEL LIKE SHOUTING TELLING HER TO KEEP QUIET! HAHA. BUT I NOE I CANT FOR SURE.. I AM GOING TO FAIL FOR THIS MOUDLE! WITH THE TEACHER AND PROJECT GROUP I HAVE.. I THINK I CANT MAKE IT.. SURE FAIL TYPE OF PATTERN.. CAN ANYONE JUST SAVE ME???

today was funny day too.. one of my friend butt itchy, got level B1 toilet dun want to go, go level 1 de toilet and then kana lock in the toilet! hahaha.. so he called me n my classmates, but convention centre has no reception! so hahaha.. no one heard their phone rings.. so he told us he was banging on the toilet door and asking for help.. hahaha.. lucky gt one uncle walk pass, so he open the door for him, i wonder if no one was there to help him.. hahaha=X

after my one day of holiday will be again! BUSY BUSY BUSY!!! arrhhh..

-yan-



HMM` everyting is a blur la. BORED to tears..time seems to so draggy. Feel so moodless=x

My frens jio`ed me out to k box. Well, rejected them. 1 girl, the rest guys? GOD` she can still be so comfortable la. I wonder how. HAHAS~ tink they did enjoy ba. Not that i care. Tink tml can slp at home liao la. Not exactly a bad ting. LOL` too early wake up liao. Feel so slpy, so fed up. DUNO la. moodswing*

OOHHH, ya. Today had a confession session with mum n siblings. LOL` found out the actually, i am the worst la. I did things that no one expect me to=X wahas, mum had a shock. BUT, hey. At least i know that i am wrong, and i nv do them now? Hahas, i was surprised that i actually tell all my bad deeds out? COOL`

Suddenly i am sentimental. How i long to go back sec sch. Where everyone is so carefree, so happy, where i have everyone by my side=( HAHAS~ ok, i am insane. To tink i am actually missing life in sec sch. CRAP..

Tink i am entering into depression soon. So not talking to my dad. Freaking pissed with him la. GOD` i dun care. ARGH`


haha!! this post was done in sch and this is oso the first time im blogging in sch!!! wahaha!!!~

i write this post during EIS lesson. what is EIS? it is Enterprise Information Sytems. and from this, u know that this module is v sian. from the start of lesson till now, i still donno wat the lecturer is talking about. haha. i v naughty rite?! nv listen in class. haha. ok! i decided that i'll try to blog during lesson if not when i reach home i'll forget wat happen in sch lo.

nothing much happen today. but i today suddenly gt depression. maybe due to all those projects that need to do ba. so stress lor. then as u know. all of my classmates are new to the module, but the lecturers kept on talking and talking like nobody business. haiz~ why all those lecturers donno how to put themselves into OUR shoess... hope everything will be fine in the end. and to u all too!!!



Did slideshows todae, WEEEE~ finish liao. LALA~ super happy la. Got over n done with=) The nightmare finally over. YA, not a grp work at all.

Went to grandma's house, saw my youngest cousin, he is a handful. DOTS- so very naughty la. WAH!! He beat me lehs, hahas. Den as the eldest, it is my responsibility to teach wat is right n wrong. Beat him back la. HAHAS~ so fun. He ran to his mum n complain. LALA~ i won. WAHAS~ very funny. Naughty la, tink i easy to bully like my sis. Ohya, tink next yr most probably be kindergarten teacher. Hehs* ya, QL. LOL` dun seems to match rite? Me a kindergarten teacher? Well, it is a challenge for me. HMMMM`
Right, my aunt is expecting again. COOL? i duno la, doesn matter much does it? Just that all the attention that i used to have, all gone? OK, i sound so spoilt, so mean. BUT, hey! I was showered with lots of love, cos i was the only one. Den slowly, siblings n cousins came along in line, they did rob me of the love=( HAHAS~ QL?! i cant help it=x This time, there is going to be a age gap of 18 yrs. WOW!! the age gap too big.

Suddenly, i feel so fed up. DUNO y=( the feeling isnt gd. I..argh` LIFE sure is miserable. I thought tings will go as planned, only to my dismay, that things will NV turn out the way i wan. Utterly disappointed. LIFE, wat is it? TORTURE. Sometimes, one cannot set too much hope on certain ting, especially if it keeps happening. I was stupid to allow it to happen and affect me time and again. SHIT* How i wish i nv came up the stupid idea, den i will not be disappointed in the end. I am so NOT HAPPY now. Watever~

She was at lost,
doesnt know what to do.
Cant seem to be bothered,
whatever.
If it is what you want,
so be it.
She doesn want to care,
not anymore.
enough, being disappointed too much.

muhahaha.~~ long long time nv update lo. cos the sch life sian!! thanks to the timetable this sem. but though the life sian. i was quite busy with all the sch works like PROJECTS!!! so sian lor, first day go the lesson then start to do the project given. then think i this sem will retake the moldules ba. but like wat my frenz say take up challenge and continue to walk down the road. im sure i can do it!!!

the above is my one week reflection.

now come to the fun part!!
think the only day i have fun is ytd, where we celebrate eric's 21th bdae ba. we went to the chalet and when we reach there, we play poker while waiting for the seniors to come. then wewhen to eat abit and then westarted to help out in the bbq-ing. and it was damn hot!! think ytd the PSI will hit 100 plus ba cos gt one time we were bbq-ing, donno the reason why the fire gt so big that most of the food on top of it become chao ta. all cannot be eaten liao. come thinking of that make me wanna laugh out loud. cos everyone was so shock about it. then we play bingo and too bad.i didnt win and prize but the process was FUN!! haha. and ahma won the third prize. cos we were playing the games wat. so there was no one to look after the food. so again. all the food on top of the bbq was chao ta again. especially the prawn. poor prawn. after that. we sing bdae sond and eat the cake and take primers photo!! it will be the time for us to rmb how much fun we have on that day. after that. some of us when to play cheat and found out that some of them donno how to cheat. all was so honest. think only wanyan weiting and me cheat nia. haha. we are so bad. then the time come. for me to go home. so we and ahma when home together and we take train with her till tampines, which was only one stop nia. i feel bad leh. leaving her alone. =( i reach home at about 15 minutes to 12. but my papa nv say anithin cos my mama come down to fetch me.

and there is something that i need to tell u guys and gals is, i got curfew le. best to be home by 10pm but if late, not later then 11pm. so maybe some of the outing i may not go, or cant stay for long, so sorry. don ask me why i SUDDENLY had curfew, jus like that.


haha.. had a very busy busy weekend! i dun like my teacher lor, she is so arrrh! friday give us pair work project den expect us to hand in on monday! but nvm.. haha cuz i finish doing le..:)
so yesterday i went to eric's birthday day.. quite fun lah, except sometimes feel very strange.. den see him open his present! soo sooo many! hahaha.. xian mu=x
den hope my mum allow me to go out on tuesday.. so can see the GANG! haha

want to noe more about me? haha..

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. 
>If she
>up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, 
>and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will 
>suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her. She is a patient 
>person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long 
>and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day 
>she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with 
>what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will 
>be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping 
>her project, then she will quit. Money for Taurus woman is not the most 
>important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring 
>of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more 
>than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who 
>always thinks of
>love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her 
>to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.
She always stand out of the crowd for 
>something she dares to do.
She has lots of friends and sure of 
>herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her 
>action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has 
>many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be 
>cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of 
>dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and 
>tomorrow she may dress like
>she comes from Mars.
If she did something 
>wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the 
>mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise 
>seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up. If you 
>want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do 
>not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and 
>insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her 
>privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

i have send u all the email.. see of it is accurate! hehe

WEEEE~ just got back after shopping with xiaomei=) Had fun, k? LOL` went to orchard. * roll eyes. HAHAS~ went to far east, reminds me too much taiwan. Dun like, but tings there are damn cheap k. After walking way too long, decided to go cineleisure. I just like it, dun ask me y. OK, on our wae there. I thought i saw minky's teacher. I was busy figuring out who he was, NV notice that minkai appeared in front of me la. Den he reached out to grab n hug me. WAH!! xiaomei n i were like so shocked, suddenly someone from nowhere grab me la. WAHAS~ screamed. Scared the shit of us la. HAHAS` went to eat subway. I am so addicted to subway la. Hehs* saw lesbians k. OMG` den later went to cityhall. LOL` we wanted to be taitais, but we just cant shop for long. Was complaining how tiring it was. LOL` the best part was when we were there sitting down n chat n stuff. HUGS* xiaomei ar, dun tink so much la. I will be here for u, always=) REMEMBER what i told u in the train? I mean it, dun worry. U will nv be alone. HAHAS~ den cam-whored in train. WAS FUN.

WAHAS~ call me mean, i dun care.
As if i care la, wahas~ I am surprised that i can be that heck care. I remembered i was the one most frantic for pw. BUT, now the situation is changing. LALA~ the grp members now all upset with one another, CAUSE they realise now they cant get things done. LALA~ NOW? wahas, i am practically SLACKING la. Like, do project, dun like, den heck lor. OK, fed up la. TOOT~! eh, hello. I am doing u all a big favour k? BITCH! throw temper at me for wat? HUH? as if it is my fault. Damn la. ARGH` part of me wan to totally heck, BUT the other responsible part cant bear to see the project flop=x WAT NICE LEADER? hais~ WAHAS.

CANT wait for tuesdae to come, let's havoc sisters. HAHAS~ cant wait lor. LIFE without you all is miserable=(

she longs to move on,
but, no matter how she try,
she is still stuck.
DAMN,
knock some sense into her head,
stop the miseries.
Break her heart,
once and for all.
She doesnt want to live on,
in agony,
not anymore.

Has been days since i last updated. Hahas~ Some stupid problems. Skipped sch todae, OK. BUT, i am not free lor. DAMN lor, stupid project work. Duno for watever reason had i stayed. My stupid grp just cant be bothered lor. FED up* I mean its their a lvl exam lehs. WATEVER la. Rushing slideshows like mad now. I tink ar, the grp without me will die lor. They need me to like do n guide them through EVERYTING, when the starting idea wasn even mine?! SHIT* freaking pissed now la.

Well, yesterdae was maddening la. Waited so long for pe lesson to come by. 4.4opm, end up whole cls disappointed=x The stupid psi la. Hahas, most of the cls came to sch cos of pe. Den all fed up of waiting, pon half dae of sch went to causeway. LOL` bad rite? Not that i care. Not anymore. STUPID* the grp keep asking me to do tis n that. Cant take it la. AHHHH` stupid them.

Hmm` having flu, the irritating haze? Wah, so stuffy. HATE it la. OK, i sound like a brat, hating everyting. Well, i hate myself too=x Ohya, recently bought a pretty bag=) Mum said next time i go poly, will be worst. LOL` that the whole wardrobe oso not enough to contain the amt of clothes i intend to get and the bags, can go sell. Wahas~ she noes wat is going inside my head. hahas..LOVE her la.

HAHA~ ok, i am going poly. Worst nightmare over liao, parents agreed, aunt too. kept asking me which poly i wan to go to. Teachers too. LOL` ngee ann k? Wahas~ dajie n erjie we can meet everydae next yr liao. Though i will be ur juniors=x Hate it la.
However, i guess its alright la. HECK la. I am daydreaming bou my prince charming=x OK, i am insane.

Ok, cant wait for tuesdae to come out. WEETS- meeting the gang. LALALA~ cant wait k. Hehs*

the poem
she longs to tell you,
that you had been her everything.
The pain, never heal.
She is still sore, cant you see.
Well, as if you did care.
Upon seeing you enjoying life, she longs to strangle you.
YOU idiot, you broke her heart and walked out.
turn back the clock,
she will not be the one again.
qiu-


i am so busy these few days! had meeting till late..
den hw hw hw! especially maths.. haha
den today after meeting, me wt pj went to had dinner, den we left tat place without paying=x
we forgot to pay.. haha.. but lucky i rmb we haven pay, so i went back to pay the money.. LOL'

nth much happen actually, just a normal school days:)
miss you gals, hope to see u all SOON!

-yan-



I AM HAPPY! cause of the happy timetable =)

i got Singapore Law and Japanese for my CDS! woots! that's definitely a dream combi.

i would be taking 7 subjects next semester.

BCS1002 Communication Skills 2
This subject provides you with communication skills necessary for work. Topics covered will include application letters, resumes, interviews, meeting skills as well as interpersonal skills.

BEC1002 Macroeconomics
This subject provides an understanding of the broad framework of macroeconomic analysis. The equilibrium level of national income, business cycle, unemployment, inflation and monetary and fiscal policies will be discussed, followed by a study of international trade.

BHT1012 Fundamentals of Food & Beverage Science
You will be introduced to the fundamentals of food & beverage science, which is essential knowledge for the catering business. You will learn about the various classification of foods, food quality determinants, and current food trends. You will also be introduced to different types of alcoholic and non-alcoholic beverages. Essential knowledge of nutrition and correct hygiene practices will be covered.

BHT2014 Principles of Marketing for Hospitality & Tourism
This subject provides you with a thorough understanding of the basic theories, concepts and strategies applied in marketing, with an emphasis on the hospitality and tourism industry. The characteristics of the service product will strongly underpin all principles.

BBS1001 Principles of Management
This subject provides you with an insight into the key functions of management and the practical issues which managers of today face. Aspects of management such as planning, organising, leading, controlling, international management, business ethics and social responsibility will be covered.

Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)
This subject covers basic Japanese oral communication skills in situations like greetings, shopping and describing daily life. The subject also highlights key aspects of the Japanese culture such as practices in different seasons and current social trends.

Introduction to Law of Singapore

i am so happy can! hahahaha..cause tues my class start at 1pm lah! hahahaha. can sleep late. WOOTS. but thurs would be a little torture since Singapore Law starts at 2pm and end at 4pm, following up by Japanese from 4pm to 7pm. so torturous k! no break at all lah. but still, i am happy! hahaha..

must study hard next semester. hope can improve my GPA. maybe from 3.25 to 3.5? HAHAHA.. got people in HTM get GPA 4 de leh! full marks you know! ahhhh.

later having tuition at 7:30pm. must rush thru her maths since her exams are coming soon. and she don't know how to draw model! hahahahaha. i am most pro in models. BLEAH. let me enlighten her. =P

okayys. happy day. would be busy. tmr going shopping with daphne again. saturday meeting sisters. sunday with my someone special. =)


WOOTS` shopping day with daphne aka thailand girl.

daphne is being very nice by buying me wonka rope sweet today! TWO bucks for a short rope k! very nice lah! just that i got a little shock when i open it, i tot the rope was gonna break. HAHA.



after that, we went to Thai Express due to Daphne craving for TOM YAM soup. wahaha. things was VERY nice k! shou bu liao la. i bought omelette rice and daphne bought softshell crab rice. and we bought a bowl of tom yam soup to share. i love the tom yam k. it isn't oily and orangy at the top, so it definitely look MORE MORE MORE appealing than other type of OILY tom yam. and it DEFINITELY cost more.



and we went shopping after that. bought a hell lots of things, but all very cheap! hahahaha. okok. i am beginning to sound so cheapo. so..shall not elaborate. but was happy. HAHA`

hmm. and we saw steven lim! shit lah! it was like..my second time seeing him? the first time was when i am working as a pathetic promoter at Tangs. i was shocked when he approached me and i ran away. but today, i can't help but to laugh out loud immediately when he approached us - because of one reason. just around 5 mins before we see him, i told daphne abt me seeing him when i was working in Tangs, and the next moment he approached us. so qiao right! so i think i am SO rude by laughing so loudly in front of him. the first thing that comes to my mind when i see him was :

1. he's steven lim
2. we just talked about him.
3. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

yeah. so i followed that sequence, and ended with a rude and obvious HAHAHA.

after that, we went to cineleisure to eat sth.

I ATE TWOOOOO CHAWANMUSHI!!! and daphne was very disgusting with the sight of chawanmushi. LOL` since chawanmushi is steamed egg, i am now recharged with proteins. LOL`



after that we went walking and shopping again..and decided to eat sth more as dinner. went to food republic to eat. i just bought a soup to drink because i got no money left.



the weather was freaking hazy. my nose is soooo irritated lah! and i hate that new brand contact lens okaay! it is like so uncomfortable lah! shit.


BOO!! Duno y, todae i feel good. Uhhuh* Talked to teacher abt quitting sch, the reaction i imagined was not the same. All were concerned, but when i told them how i really feel n what i reali want, they noe i will make the right choice=) My teacher even scared i will sink into depressison...DOTS~ pls la. Wahas~ I went through the worst. Here i am still here. SO, tis ting, small case la. Hmm` decided to stay till pw finish, after all left OP, and talking n presenting is my forte. LOL` my chinese teacher was talking bou when students present a passage required for a lvl, only that grp of students benefit. UH..den he went to sae, " Like last time when I came in to sit in during one of mr yeo's lesson, QL was presenting. It is still vivid in my mind" I was like, duh? HAHAS. So long ago lor, wat..july or august? And the teacher is still praising me that i did a wonderful job? Well thank you. Wahas. Told you, its my forte to present. Hehs*

During PE, had frisbee. OK, it might sound boring. BUT~ it was FUN k? HAHAS..had intercls games. This is like the FIRST intercls game for this yr lor. SIANS~ but, my cls 12j, was proven to be STRONG. Wahas~ as if back to those camp days, where we were so ever crazy and bonded. WEETS- we played against another cls. 4 games won ALL. WOW!! Accomplishment=) THE WHOLE CLS WON BOTTLED DRINKS EACH.
And me, QL..did someting marvellous, so much so that i was surprised myself. I jumped into the air twice to save the frisbee and hence scored for the grp. BEAMS* they were amazing can? HAHAS. Everyone was like wahhhh. Not counting the other times i manage to catch the frisbees la, they were nth compared to THAT 2. Wahas~ and imagine i so qiang that the other grp got this guy, he is damn fast k to defend me. DOTS- he was super fast la. BUT, wahas. He not as smart as me=x Got one time 3 ppl, including were like trying to catch that frisbee, den..err, the other girl so heavy, she lost her balance n bumped into me, cos i was trying to catch, den ended up scratching that guy. LOL` he confronted his fren and asked her y scratch him, when it was me=x Went to apologise la, he isnt bad looking too. Hehs* OKOK.

I noe wat i am doing, dun i? I have made the right choice, didnt i?

SCHOOL REOPEN!
first lecture was like so bored! mr KUEH! hahaha.. inorganic chemistry teacher.. he is super boring plus super talkative! i can't stand him.. so we slept in throughout the lecture!:) so nice rite?

den i had my lunch at 10am.. haha.. den i itchy hand go ask my fren download for me the anti virus thing.. so ended up everything went screwed up! the lap top keep showing a note saying tat 'you maybe a victim of software counterfeiting'.. so stupid! dunno wat to do.. haha.. perhaps i should just wait till wednesday and see wat can they do..

den went for next lecture.. anatomy and physiology.. in simple terms is HUMAN BODY! haha.. which the guys are always interested! rite guys?:)
i also dun really like tat lecturer.. haha.. she seems to be like hmmm.. so inexperience plus our classmate keep doubting her knowledge.. cuz she seems unsure of what she is teaching haha..
hope i can do well ! haha..

den went meeting with the director.. den she told us tat for year 3 we have to go for 1 year attachment eh! super long.. den is like one week 5 days, 1 day is in sch for IS lesson and the rest of the 4 days is in NUH! oh my god! cant meet da jie in sch le lor.. ! so sian! but still long, cuz still got one more year:) but sounds fun there, all the pharmacy students are going there.. den NUH will be flooded by NP students.. hahaha

-yan-



wahahahahahaha..!!! so sorry (x 1000000) time that i NEVER been really updating everyday.. ok..! Promise to update everyday if possible k..?!

okok.. now i'll back track my dayssssss...

16/10/06
today sch start le. and it was damn boring the lesson. maybe it was the starting ba where everything we still don understand. wahaha. think this sem is more relaxing than last sem cos the timetable is more slack than last time. but... more project coming up.SIAN~ cant wait for the days to come.. the day where we can meet again, the day where we have training for primary school young leaders day, the day to go celebrate eric's bdae.. hope that everything in this sem can go smoothly and faster.. haha.. so as to get rid of the w----r..

14/10/06
this day is the eve of weiting bdae. but oso is theday for IPOD day..!!! and we played captainball vs SP NYP.. even though we did not get first, but our effort and the teamwork that we put in is an evidence to us that we are the winner..!! NP PRIMERS ROCKS..!!! aft the IPOD, qiuling, minkai, weibin, jinchou, yingzheng and kaixiang went to np to give weiting a surprise. and she cried..!!! haha.. so its a success for her surprise..!!! but they had waited for a very long time. so sorry abt that... they brought her a cake and gave her the bdae present where we put in lots of effort in making it..!! haha.. then we all went to cine to wait for weishan and have our dinner at the ramen there and we had lots of fun too..!! on the way back to woodlands, the weishan was damn noisy la.. laugh and laugh and laugh.. hai wo cannot sleep.. haha.. but that is oso the reason that make this group of people special..!! damn tiring for that day la.. cos last night didn't sleep at all.. haha.. power to stay awake for 24hr where i nv really try b4..

13/10/06
waha.. today when to meet qiuling and wanyan and we head down to town to do wat..?! to have our dinner..subway.. hahahaha..jus to go there and eat.. and to talk of cos..!! we will have endless topic to say ok..!!! then at ard 8 plus, we went back to woodlands to meet the guys to do the puzzles.. but....... they are late..!! not really vvvvvvvv late la.. think we say to meet at 830pm, they reach abt 11 pm lor.. haha i bad rite..?! haha
then we do the puzzle at my hse then we only used 2 hrs to finish the thing lor.. but they still ton through the night.. we had fun, jokes, and played card games and we ton till the morning at ard 5 plus.. then the guys cant take it liao, so ask them all to go home and had some rest.. the gang so on one lah.. really love the gang man..!!





Skipped sch, well not really la. Just didnt feel like staying in sch, so went home early. Watver la, go sch oso waste my own time, sit there n stone? OK, mayb i am wasting my time, i could have listen BUT, hey, they are teaching j2 stuffs? I have NO intention of going j2 animore. I will be wasting my time. After all, parents agreed to let me go poly. WEEE~ hahas, as if i care if they allow or not. It is my life. So, tml go to sch n ask abt how to transfer. Shouldn be a problem la=x
CANT wait to leave lor. Y stay in sch n help my frens complete their a lvl? I tink its stupid, i have been doing too much for them le. Hate it la. How can? It is so not fair la. I tink the teacher is dumb too, sae i should stay n help them. I tink if they are in my shoes, they will not even bother lor. I dun care le. Y waste time?
I tink my teacher noes what i am going through ba. Dunno lehs. Watever la. Cant be bothered bou innova animore. So many mths in it, yet there is no sense of belonging still. I tink friends play very big role lor. hmmm` watever la. The torture is ending soon. Ngee ann here i come. Wahas~

Ok, here i am sitting here, missing all my sec sch frens, especially the gang=X awwww, u are all so badly missed la. How i wish i can go back to sec4, back to those days when we have night study? HAHAS. It was fun can? We prank called. LOL` ok, i was the mischievous one. Wahas, i was the one who tried to fake accent and burst out laughing. LOL` wat fun we had la. Remember those times we cried in sch. It was unsightly, but..hahas. TOUCHING la. At least we were there for one another no matter wat happens? We used to run to the noodle stall, hahas. Miss the uncle n aunty. AWWW~ turn back the time pls?! tinking back i was naive, playful and dumb. Wahas~ BUT its part of growing up. Is it not? LOL`
Getting emotional now. HAHAS~ QL u have to be strong. Move on, stop clinging to the past=(

the poem.
how i long to tell you,
that you are my everyting.
I want to be there for you,
yet you pushed me away.
Why do this to me?
Cant you see i still long for you,
and that i am pained.

I tried to erase everyting,
yet memories are still vivid.
It is killing,
life without you,
isnt pleasant at it.
Give me someting to hold on to.
I wan you back.
qiu-


Well, just got back from outing with the gang. Was hell la.. LOL` everyone was tired. NV slp enough ma. I slept at dajie's home, so nice. Hehs* the best wk ever of my life lor. Meet like almost everyday? Touched upon seeing everyone behaving as if they are still in sec sch, heck wat others think. HAHAS~ so funny. BUT still, it was FUN. So fun lor. The laughter, hmm` how long? lol` The ride home was just way too cool. So entertained. HEY, guys we just rock? Stay tis way. NV leave. I just LOVE the gang can? FUN day. Sum it up, we spent the whole day together=) Went to ngee ann poly. HAHAS~ my future sch=x Ok, i am sorry that i broke down again. Couldnt help it? But, glad that u all are by my side. THANKS, it means alot. All gd tings must come to an end la. HMMM` nvm..SOON we will meet up again=)

DAMN` I hate pw lor. Dun ask me y. I just do..everyting i do. BEST la!! Now its none of my concern? DUMB. ARGH~ ok, now is like i have to rush the damn wr. Its like they noe have to do the report in the morning, den 10pm nid to hand in they 7+ near 8PM den inform me? Wait long. Wahas, revenge is swt. Dun have eloborate how nice it feels to see them pained n restless. HAHA~

YEAHness, mum replaced her hp. WEEE~ easier to contact.

Bought dajie n erjie frenship band, cos yesterday when we went to cineleisure yesterdae, SHE mentioned that she want to get anklet? Being very nice, hahas. I got her n erjie. You girls just deserve it=) HAHA~ todae went cineleisure with the gang. SO went to town 2 times in a row? Heng we ate ramen today lor, not subway. Wahas~ The dinner was hmm` yum. Haha~ WOW!! Didnt noe we girls we actually so hungry la. I tink hungrier den the guys? HAHAS~ we can eat. Next sat wat shall we eat? Where shall we hang out leh? HAHAS~ looking forward to 211oo6`

Hmm` feel like having chalet. LOL` ok, they are playing while i am blogging. Wahas, everyone is together. Its nice can? HAHAS~i have them by my side, i am glad. Arent i? Well, tink so la. WATEVER la. HMMM`QL stop tinking la. Wat the hell am i tinking? GOD` damn.

They tried to console me, but to no avail. Mayb it did help abit la. DUNO. I feel so down once again. My life? Screwed la. I took one wrong step, den everyting went wrong. SHIT! QL, you are suppose to be enjoying? I cant? ahhhh` i CAN do it. QL, be strong.

Tml is going to be a long day. Hehs, cant wait lor. WELL, i tink so. BUT WHO CARES?


made some dolls which look so cute. hope that could cheer qiuling up. =)









PEIJUN!

WANYAN!

QIU LING!





















MEEEEEEEE!


back to post:) sch is reopening soon! next monday.. so soon! abit scared, dunno why.. haha

dun wish to eleborate on the chalet.. xiao mei, lucky u nv go! haha:)
but when i went there.. i remember the 2e4 chalet! we just gamble gamble hahaha.. den dunno who step on xiao mei $, ended up she lost all her $.. hahaha.. although we gamble the whole day, it still turn out to be super FUN! haha..

i also remember 3e2 chalet! it was also very very fun! i still remember we went escape.. den we was shouting junwei's name during the rainbow ride:)
hahaha.. so funny n fun.. shouting at the beach, den ppl came out of the tent saying.. SHHHH! hahaha

thanks for asking me to go tat chalet to help me remember the fun days we had with my frens!
so u guys wanna have a 4e2 CHALET? yea? on DEC! haha..many ppl wish to have.. try to keep ur dec free! hehe:)

den after my one night stay in the chalet.. i went back to sch for sgb meeting and actually it turned out to be a crap talk.. haha.. but was fun as we keep laughing.. LOL' all thanks to chu hao wei xuan and yu jing.. haha

den pei jun came to our meeting.. she is super hungry..hehe.. cuz first time she ask us(me n wt) to go eat... hehe.. as usual we ate katong laksa.. so nice! :) den we had a great time talking about THEM! so er.. n everyone is asking us wat happen? how am i suppose to know? i am not her! so lets pray hard they will be tgt otherwise i cant imagine how miserable her life will be after tat=x
i noe i am super bad.. but i really cant stand them!

yes! today we will see our gang again! yea:) haha.. so nice! den tml we will be having ipod.. hope can win lah.. hahaha.. but think the chances of wining is like so little..
hopefully:)

da jie- hope u can get rid off ur projects quickly! haha.. otherwise the W----R will be like pestering u again.. haha..
san mei- we will be supporting ur decision:) no matter poly or jc.. u are still our cheerful san mei:)
xiao mei- yes! he is super erxin! so lets pray hard he will disappear himself.. haha.. den must believe tat everything will turn out fine k? no worries:) just wait till it happen den decide wat you can do!

love u gals:) cheer up! hee

-yan-



DAMN! I guess its the end. Poly here i come lor. Told my dad, sae i cant be promoted. He said, den study 1 more yr. I lost it. I said i WILL GO POLY. DUN SIAO` last time it was YOU who wanted me into jc.. I TRIED, but i cant. WATEVER~ if he cant accept it. DEN..forget it. i am so NOT going to repeat. CANT WAIT TO LEAVE ijc. HATE IT~ i told my grp. I will help in the project, provided they tell me wat to do N i do. Simple. I am so not going to care liao lor. INSANE~ wat? try one yr den FAIL again? LEAVE me, its MY LIFE. DUN decide for me. I was dumb once. I WILL NV LISTEN TO FREAKING THEM ANIMORE. They ruined my life. ARGH`

Ya, saying all these seems easy. It wasnt. I had lost it too long. The tears, the time i wasted. And my father is dumb, i tink NOT ONLY him lor. I can foresee those disappointed faces of my relatives. WELL` i did try, like they wan me to. Didnt i? HUH? i wasted my youth just to please them. I forsake 1 yr of youth, of happiness, of freedom. SO cos of them, i will complete sch later den my frens. They make me appear stupid, think that i myself very smart go jc, den end up cannot. BECOS of them now i am, LOST. Waiting and wasting time. GOD` shutup! LEAVE ME ALONE. I need to tink wat course to take, seriously. I cant help it any longer. SO now, its slack time. HAIS~
I am so not going to sch tml. I..hais~ crying again. I am so dumb. I CANT HELP IT. i was dumb to try to please them.. THEY nv care. All they want is FACE. THEY didnt care abt whether i can or not. THEY dun care if i cant make it n how i let myself down. THEY dun care whether i am actuali upset with myself not. THEY nv tink of my PRIDE. they nv nv nv nv care abt HOW I FEEL. All they tink is they themselves n them. GOD` ahhhhhhhhhhhh`

Not only them, wat if my frens LAUGH at my silliness? HUH? omg` so many tings. AHHH` QL, jump and end everyting. ARGH`


haix. still cold war with my mom. 6 days le. just so pissed off. chan kai bought sushi for me on tues, but damn it, i am grounded so i can't even go out of that bloody door. whatever.

but still, chan kai is nice enough to accompany me online tho we didnt meet. haix. i wonder when this grounding shit will end. he is being rather depressed too over results. i guess all JC students are right now. hope qiuling and chan kai is alright. chan kai still went to school for PW tho, saying he didnt want his friends results to be affected by him. ='(

right now, all i could do is pray. hope everything bad will end.

wanyan must be at the chalet now. enjoy!

you guys are missed. =)


10/10/06
Today is the first meeting for the project from the passion synergy. We talked about the project 'SERIOUSLY' .. think that the camp comm didnt give the wrong name to us.. the SERIOUS GROUP.. haha=x But we oso had fun and talk crap and who is the joker..?! ME..!!! haha= D meetin the morning 10am.. till 4plus lor.. siao one.. take so longto meet..
aft that, i rushed down to cosway to meet the GANG.. haha=p and they are still the same ' po po ma ma ' then think like they can use the 2 hr plus to decide the things to buy.. haiz~ Guys.. it's time to improve le..
but we had fun there and this remind me of those sec sch days lor.. where everyone is still the same.. no change..

11/10/06
today went to qiuling hse to do things.. haiz~ we were sooooo serious in the thing that we suddenly so quiet.. haha.. this is not our style man..
wa.. taken lots and lots of pictures together and i realised that taking photo is a good thing.. as least there is a prove to show how much fun we had during this period of time..
san mei ar.. don sad le.. i know that i today like always pour u cold water, but i think that by doing this way will help u to face the problem, let u have a preparation for the worst.. jus don think too much.. rmb wat i say.. u have did ur best le.. JIAYOU..
SAN MEI..!!! ur blog like wan to scare me is it..?! say wat end ur life now.. don think of urself oso think of the others who care for u ok..?! i gt a weak heart leh.. don scare me.. gt problem talk it out.. we will always be there for u...
ER MEI..!! miss u man.. know u now in chalet and had LOTS OF FUN.. i shall not say wat it means.. but think u are the onli one who know how i feel abt the 'them' lor.. haiz~ donno wat to say abt them..
XIAO MEI~~ wa.. ur the best la.. nothing to worry abt.. if i can be like u ar.. i very peaceful now lor..

haha..ok hope to see u all sooonn ssooon..!!!!


CRIES* I am feeling so down once again. DAJIE~ y arent u here? CRIES~ i cant take it animore. All these driving me crazy? OMG` those tears just ran down. OK, sorry that i bawled in front of u. The moment i saw u, i just couldn control. LOST~ i am hopeless am i not? WAHAS~ I tink everyone tinks tis way. I feel like ending tis life. ARGH` I CANT do aniting that they wan of me. I let them down. I NV fail to disappoint ppl. Cause i suck! I did try to do wat they wanted of me. I did, BUT i just fail. I cant please them. I cannot live up to their expectations. SO KILL me pls. EMO~ i AM SUCH A DISGRACE. 1 yr, i DID NTH. DAMN`

watever la. I am just hopeless. LEAVE ME ALONE! Turning insane lor. NOT intending to go sch on fridae. I heck..so wat if it is reflected in holistic report? WELL, i dun carE? COS, soon, well..argh` i JUST DUN WAN TO CARE ANIMORE. It was nv my idea to go to that freaking sch. THEY wanted me to. And i was DUMB to do it. End up i wasted 1 yr of my life. YES, mine. Y do they have to freaking be bothered with it? It is my life for goodness sake. SHUT UP. I am so nt going to care watever they are going to do to me. Wat? Ignore me, ask me to fend for myself? WELL, do it. I just die. WATEVER~

Thought through it, mayb it will be the BEST way out. Hmm` YA.

Went out with dajie just now. Hehs* We had so much fun la. The telepathy. LOL` we can help each other complete n fit the missing pieces. Ohya, had fun. We were so quiet while concentrating. Meeting up SOON. Hope fri hurry come lor. I CANT WAIT. I tink i did die before fri. TML i will die=(

well, the pics we took..


HAD fun today! haha..
before the rest reach, we played hide n seek! so funny.. me n san mei was laughing on the way, looks so bai chi.. but so nice! hahaha
was great hanging out with the GANG! haha..
so hmm.. tml is the chalet, but i will be staying on the first night only:)
can't wait for friday to come! cuz i noe i will have a great time with the GANG! haha..
so sad tat da jie can't stay:( but lucky she is able to go there..
and i think it is time to change my hp.. cuz my hp has many injuries and is big big injury! haha..
so i after i get my pay.. it is time to buy a new one! hope my parents wun object:)

-yan-



Hehs* just met up with the gang. OK, we are way toooooo cool. We took like hrs just to get a simple ting. WAHAS~ ok la, long. BUT, we took the time to joke abt. HAHA~ it was silly, but adorable la=x WE ROCK. We agreed to meet on fri. YEAness.. OK, mayb. Cos before i meet them, i have to get back my freaking results? DIE lor. I tink i will flunk. HAIS~ like usual. ROLLEYES*

Depressing. I duno, it is like every night i worry if i get promoted or not. ARGH` worry oso no use, BUT. i just cant help worrying=(

Mayb i made the wrong choice rite from the start lor. AHHHH`

Boring day at sch. AS USUAL..tml worst la. LESSONS going to start as per normal? OK, it sucks, cause it starts with maths. STUPID~ hate maths la. PUI*

Den my grp member very li hai lor. My teacher asked him to pass the msg to get the written report done n compiled. HE nv tell us lor. Wait until my teacher call me to tell me. ROLL EYES* watever la. GIVE UP! No heart to do aniting la. DUNO y also. HMM` if i cant continue jc how? hmm`? I am so freaked out la. I waste 1 whole yr?! I know, you all have been telling me i will make it. BUT, i noe myself too well. HAIS~

CANT wait to catch up again. THE time we have, SO FUN la. enjoyable..compared to the time i spent in sch? FORGET IT. Hahas`

Ohya, the pics are pretty. THANKS.

shall post the pictures we took since nothing much happens =)




DAMN! I tink i am seriously sick in the mind lor. DUMB!! argh` QL, tink!

Had post exams activities. Spent the whole dae slping with eyes opened. LOL`

Damn tired lor. YESTERDAE could not slp. Waited for dumb bro to come home. HE came back eventually. LOL` 5+ in the morning. THANKS to him, i didn slp. HAHA~LUCKY its post exam activity la.

Now i gt real ugly dark circles la. SCREAMS*

Went to slp, slept bou 5hrs. Still sleepy though. BUT, have to edit project. ROLLEYES* hate it lor. Who noes, mayb tml meeting up the gang. DUNO la~ if so, den GOOD. ohman! Why i am not 16? Den i still in sec sch, that means the gang will be with me whenever i am in sch. Life wun be so miserable. In fact, it will rock la. DAMN. Why last time i took everyting for granted lehs. QL, stop dreaming man. At least, we are still together now. And i tink the grp somehow appreciate one another MORE. SMILES* aren we all swt? Celebrating one another's bdae. LIFE just rock la.

Counting down till the day we meet again~

Qiuling misses the GANG. hey- GANG members out there, u are seriously n badly MISSED though we just met n parted yesterdae=x
We simply rock one another's world la. THE GANG=D we will be FRENS FOREVER!!

dajie- take ONE slowwwww step at a time. I will be there for you, to guide u through. MUACKS!
erjie- STOP tinking noone wan you, u are the BEST ok. i love you. WAHAS. MUACKSSSS! So nice of you to mention me in your entry. hehs* MAYB tml can meet up. OHMAN, i miss you alot lor.
xiao mei- u are xin fu, but cant stop missing you. KISSES*

i am back to post!:)

6th oct, i went back to sch just because of SGB and wat i did was just to wait and wait.. yup! but nvm lah.. since it is over le:) just hope that everything can be done n set! and hope SGB faster come, so we can stop all these misunderstanding or internal conflict! :)
den went to play candle with our GANG! it was fun, talking play lame games cuz we cant lit up the candles.. haha

7th oct was a fun day! haha.. we went out for opata gathering, though not all the ppl in opata came, but it was still very fun! hee:) thanks for ah ma, she is so sweet n nice to made a card for us..
we also took alot of photos tat day!















pj wt me:)









just look at pj! haha










ppl in opata:)















the gals:)

these are some of the photos we took 90 pics.. LOL.. alot rite?hee

8th oct.. JC birthday:) so we went for celebration!
so nice of us rite? haha.. we gave him a surprise! hope he really think it is one! haha
had a nice n fun day with our GANG!
let's hang out more often k? hehe:)
although we always have to wait, but i think it is worth it! LOL'

dun worry da jie:) u will always have us with u! so dun worry:)
san mei! u also dun think too much, things will happen in the way they wish to! and it will always turn out good:)
xiao mei! there is nth i have to worry about u.. u are the most xin fu person in this world i think:)

-yan-



HEY..!!! long long long time nv update abt me lo. haha. in the book of my life, i really have nothing for me to write.

06/10/06
woohoo..!! finally can meet up with those sec sch good frenz to chat lor..!! haha.. we decided to meet at 7pm under my block, but all those guys all late sia.. not very late la.. onli late by 1 hr plus nia.....-_-"
then we started to play candles, lame games and we had lots of fun there.. miss those days man.. where all the sec sch frenz will sit ard to talk abt those xin shi..
got qiuling wanyan shuhan ruizhen weibin yonghong jinchou ( named according to the time when they appeared ) hope to see them soon soon and chit chat AGAIN..!! we talked alot sia.. from 7 pm plus till 12am.. and not abit tired at all..!!

07/10/06
tired and tired.. today when to have SGB meeting and its was so luan.. something cropped up and there it was..another prob..
went to have lunch in clementi de kpt b4 going to recee.. and we found out that the area was quite bad as there was upgrading work going on there.. sian.. maybe will add in new blk and had to recee again ba.. but my poor leg donno can take it ma.. cos the pervious night i got cramp and i walk like one leg long one leg short like tt..haha
then some of the OPATA's gals went to holland v to eat swensen and it was super ex.. and i didnt bring enough money.. sian~ but we had fun there.. talking crap, playing games with 'disgusting' punishment.. like eating fries with chilli saurce.. ( haha..the kind of chilli saurce which i don like ).. then after that we went home.. on the bus we talk abt guys.. haha.. think this topic had been going on for three days le..

08/10/06
wa..!! today jinchou bdae leh.. and we all went to celebrate with him.. we gave him a surprise and i once lose my temper.. haha thx to those guys man.. emm.. we met at cosway there to buy present (wallet) and a chocolate cake..!! i like mango one but bdae boy like chocolate so bo bian.. haha.. then we head down to his hse there then ask him come down.. but he take such a long time to come la and all the candle almost going finish le.. haha..again.. bdae boy ma so bo bian..
Hope he will enjoy the surprise..!!


SMILES*
right i am happy today la. Dun ask me y. I DUNNO!! LOL` just got back not ago. Went to celebrate jc's bdae. I will skip the details, arent interesting a single bit. HAHAS. Ok, except the part when we ate dinner? Dunno whether we paid or not. HECK la. Hahas~ i tink pay liao la. Cant be possible like a big grp walk away without paying? Dumb can. OHYA, n the part when we girls jumped down to rush to the swings. Only to our dismay that they are ALL occupied=( HAHAS~ ok la. In the end got swing till we get sick of it, cos the bdae boy took soooooo long. ROLL EYES*
BUT no matter wat,the grp is still way tooo cool. HMM` we will stay this way forever ritE? =( emo liao. Wahahs

Talked to er jie while waiting for the guys. ERJIE` u are the best can. Listened to my boring absolutely nonsensical rantings. HAHAS. I LOVE YOU. We will meet up real soon. Let's go ice skating. HAHAS~ remember how we laughed when we imagines those kingkongs falling n trying to balance themselves? LOL` hilarous lor. SOON.. we are meeting SOON anyway=D

Let's party! HECK everyting. IJC sucks anyway.

STUPID pw can. FED UP* she tink she who ar, command me. TSKTSK~ she is so dead. TML i am going to bite her head OFF!! Dun test me. HMPT! JC life really sucks so much lor. The people all yucks. PUI*

People, lets meet up again=D cant wait lor.

wheeee` it was a FUN day XD

was actually planning to go cycling with chan kai at east coast park today- but the PSI went soaring up to 110. so decided not to just in case our throats or eyes give us problem. BOOO the indo haze. so we changed our plan REAL last minute. we met 9am in cwp mac for breaky BUT he was LATE as USUAL. LOL. 8 minutes late. and yes, he owe me a forfeit.

too many people in cwp mac so changed to civic mac instead. ate and he told me about the new shopping mall in habourfront called Vivo. it was officially opened today so we decided to check it out. it was rather empty as only a few shops are opened. but we are rather amazed with their way of promoting the mall. there are "dressed-up" traffic police holding signs which point us the way of the shop. they danced and posed and do all sorts of funny things. was cute.

chan kai spotted a place which faced the sea and we went in. only a few people there. the view was fab. able to see the sentosa and the cable car and the train. pretty cool. the pictures we took looked as tho we are on a cruise. LOL`



but the pictures colour doesn't look that great cause of the dumby haze. all thanks to the stupid haze.

we went look see a bit more before going in the mall again cause of my irritated throat. and after a while, we spotted a place where everyone will become a kid once they step in....

TOYS'R'US!

me and chan kai were playing from one corner to another with the toys. we saw pretty dolls, vampire blood, hats, masks, aeroplanes, guns, taxi models, swords, FU TOU (and i tried to do fu tou dance with it, making him giggle), wigs and all sorts of funny monkey things.

i caught a witch! but the witch hid his face. ='(

trying his best to swallow the whole mac package. XD

i stabbed him with a sword of mine when he giggled at my fu tou dance. =D

delicious! XD

roses for sale!! LOL` the top rose that is sticking out is caused by us. LOL`

after all these playing, we decided to watch a movie. but the cinema queue in Vivo was FREAKING long - and i mean REAL freaking long. so we went to cineleisure instead. we bought tickets and played arcade! and there's our picture in the machine! cause the super high tech machine kinda have an account? yea.

watched "World Trade Centre" and was touching. feel so xin teng for the wifes of those polices. they are like so worried lah! brave polices.

on our way back, we tried to play bluetooth-linked golf since we have the same phone and same game. but the stupid game keep lagging and the connection kept cutting off. so we changed game to tennis and was a SUCCESS! i won him! WOOTS` but in the game, there's this guy who tried to interfere our game by trying to add chan kai's bluetooth device. and the game started lagging. the bluetooth device name is "vincent"? stupid people. but still, it never stop me from winning! wahahaha` so excited.

okayys. end of the entry. my eyes and throat hurts. ='(

061006`

WEETS- end of exams!! Ok, i guess everyting is over la. No use worrying whether i can make it or not? Fail jiu go poly la, wat to do? Beg the principal mehs? HAHAS. No big deal i guess=( HAIS. I am just so dumb.

Went to celebrate mid autumn with the gang. LOL` we took lots of pics=) the stupid wind kept blowing, den the candles just refused to light up? SO no choice lor. Crapped more den played with candles. HAHAS. dumb but heartwarming la. Caught up with one another la. Well sort of. Crapped like ard 5 hrs? WOOO` we sure can talk alot. Got quite late, den all went home lor.

Ok, END of promos liao, but why am i still fed up? ARGH` stupid irritating project work. It drives me crazy lor. Hate it la. AHHHH` having to meet and see my team members just simply drives me insane. i SERIOUSLY HATE PW. i HATE IJC too=x

Hmm` how i wish i am like alone. I need time to emo abit. I need to CLEAR all the rubbish in my head NOW!!

Saw my frens, they are still so adorable as before la. SMILES* you guys noe someting? You guys rock lor. My jc frens just suck ok? HYPOCRITES. CANT STAND THEM LOR. They make my blood run cold. HATE them la. AIYA~ watever la, i am stuck.

QL isnt feeling good now.

OHYA~ dajie ar. There is my prince charming as promised=D he still had his hair back den. The one with specs.

Thursday
haha..!!!
tml lantern festival lor..!! can go play candles, take lantern, see old frenz and talk non-stop..!!! hahahahah... wa.. my that dp brother damn cute la.. holding on to the music lantern, walking on the street.. waaa..ppl see le oso say he cute.. wahahaha.. *proud.. ha.. say till like he my son like tt..Diao.....

wahaha.. San mei exam going over lo.. then can come out and look at each other.. crazy with each other..hahaha.. JIAYOU ok..!!!?!!! haha.. the rest are behide u.. pushing u up to yr 2.. nonono.. is pushing u up to uni..!!! hahaha..
the rest of us oso must jiayou too..!! no matter in wat area.. just do the best.. dui de qi zi ji jiu ok le..!! WE ARE NOT PERFECT but PREPARE..!!!!

~peijun~


today was my last day of work! can say happy but also sad :(
happy cuz i dun have to listen them complain plus no need to stand for so long hours, at last it is time for rest! But quite sad cuz i miss the people there.. they are really nice to me:) especially the bengawan solo gal.. and those aunties infornt n beside our stall:) all those sweet ppl! hee..
really miss them so much.. dunno when can we meet again! maybe one day on the road? haha
den i spent like so much money buying all those eating stuff! haha..
tml have to go back to sch teach ppl make balloons, must have pj help cuz i scared i forget!hehe.. den later night meeting our gang! hahaha.. to play candles, we are not childish ppl ok? just have fun! hehe :)

-yan-



daphne tagged me! perfectly ok TOO, since i am bored.

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

GENDER: MALE (female? jkjk)
1) smarter than me (cannot be ignorant)
2) fun
3) NOT addicted to games
4) independent (not sticky pls)
5) willing to share thoughts
6) sociable and friendly
7) able to get along with my family
8) i must like him.

i tag qiuling, wanyan and peijun! BOO!

okayys. i am bored. and my muscles are aching. you guys aren't praying for my speedy recovery!!!!


Damn my literature teacher lor. *ROLL EYES. How come got such teacher one? She very bias one, favours guys. DOTS- den if u are a girl, u have to be those smart ass. Ok, i am not. Get tis when i was trying to absorb wat she was telling us, den she was like " wah, QL u so confident ar? Sit there listen can liao? Since u so confident let me ask wat is the opposite of personification. " I was like, damn her. I had copied finished, was trying to hear her explain lor. IDIOT. Den later, got one guy was copying down notes, den she sae," dun copy, listen more important." OK!! What does tis shows? She sucks.

WATEVER. I am going to try n do so well that her eyes will pop out. DAMN her lor. Y? Just becos i am not a guy huh?

Maybe all my teachers are dumb. My project work teacher wants us to go back to sch at 8am tml to do project. SIAO! I am the only one in cls doing literature, apparently, he doesnt noe. SO i am not going to care. I need the energy one lor. 3hrs paper ok. I am going to report sick. HECK~ Somemore it is like everytime project work, everyting i do. All my team memebers do is SLACK, nod n shake their empty heads. ARGH`pissed!

Today is definitely NOT my day.

All so mean, well except mummy dearest. LOVE her la.

After tml's paper, i will SLEEP!! wahas, cant wait. FINALLY?

Ok..i am so pissed now. Cos there is this stupid girl. AHHH` she sucks la. Think all the guys love her? It is so gross can? OH PLEASE la, look into the mirror. For goodness sake, dun fantasize can?

MOODY ar!!