shuhan here.

damn stressed lately even though i love my life now. so... engaging? ya, i think this is the perfect word to describe my life now.

i am busy every minute, every second, i work i study i do things. not a second is wasted.

i think even when i sleep. i analyze even when i walk.

and most amazingly, i think i am feeling young. really young. isn't that what young people are supposed to do? be busy, high, happy. i used to be so lazy and dull, wasting my time, doing rubbish....

luckily i found my way back to youth, phew. now i find 24 hours not enough, i need more time a day, to do the things i love, to enjoy being with myself, to enjoy my work, my studies, my friends....

hahaha. that's all today. i am very busy one.

:P

XOXO. loves.


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i am sorry. i know i shouldn't even think of it. but... that really moved me.


shuhan here.

wah. i feel like jacky chan yesterday. worked until midnight at bakerzin and took a cab home with my colleagues. after sending 2 colleagues home, it was my turn to get home. but then, gordon and i got into an accident!

one black car sped out of nowhere and banged hard into our cab, right into the front left seat's door where gordon was sitting. i screamed, and the impact made me flew out of my seat (right backseat) because i didn't have my seatbelt on, banged into the front driver seat, and ended up sitting in between the gap. i was finding it so hard to breathe and for a moment i tot i am going to die.

i am damn touched because gordon immediately turned back to check if i am alright and he was really worried because i was like hyperventilating. my legs felt numb and when he keep telling me that it's alright now it's alright now cause i keep repeating that i am very scared and tears started to drop. he got me up to my seat and it was then he realised he was the one injured. i think he sprained his ankle. despite being injured, he continued to ensure i am alright, asking me to check if i am hurt or sth.

the taxi uncle got out of the cab to talk to the owner of the car for like 10 mins.

the taxi uncle asked us to leave our number and name behind so his taxi company can call us. like for what?

the door at gordon's seat came loose and after the accident, the uncle continued to drive us back and we can hear the wind coming in. imagine the impact.

imagine i shift to the left side of the back seat without my seat belt on.

wah. sure will fly off to the end of the world.

i got home shaken and couldn't sleep well the entire night. imagine you yourself in the cab, witness the speeding car come crashing into you.

now, i admire gordon like mad.


shuhan here.

stresssedddd.

a minute ago, i was trying to do my accounting tutorial which will be checked by my damn strict tutor tmr. super last minute, i know. but i just realised since Mr Leong didn't finish most part of the lecture, so i can't do my tutorial at all.

sighhs. conclusion is mr leong is still as naggy.

i swear i didn't spend my money without thinking anymore. but, i am spending a lot on food in sentosa. everything is so expensive in sentosa. the food, drinks, everything! we do have a canteen, with ONE store, so you can predict that with no competitor, how bad the food can get.

i am getting fatter now also, because i am eating like a Caucasian. all the western food in sentosa and vivo city, you can imagine.

burger king, delifrance, subway, burger king, delifrance, subway, burger king.....

i put on 3kg within 1 month in sentosa. *stabs myself

45kg, standing barely 160cm tall.......

still got like 5 more months in sentosa? god.

3kg x 5 = 15kg

15kg+45kg= 60kg!

mom looked at me in the morning today when i woke up and said,"i think you got the potential to be fat leh."

wahlao. *step 3 steps back*

i must start exercising. gym gym gym. maybe dance? ahh! i will look like a flying pork chop on stage!

=( damn depressed now.

ok la. just random pictures since i didn't blog for a long time. lost track of time alr.


at the irish bar with patrick and clara.


my new 21 yr old funny friend - Jocelyn.


my dearest boy ever. he's going to K1 next year!

bye byeee.


shuhan here.

i know i know, you don't have to scream in my ears to remind me that i haven't been blogging regularly and you guys miss me terribly. i know it deep in my heart.

HAHAHA.

i am damn busy, i tell you. no joke, i swear, things are stacking up till my neck and mind you, my neck is like the Padaung Tribe k:



it's getting so scary to know that deadlines are catching up with you and almost touching your butt. imagine failing my papers and having my dad chewing my ass and rant about i-told-you-working-part-time-is-god-damn-wrong-while-you-are-still-schooling thing.

i seriously wanna thank homomo for being so supportive and helping me with my work.

ok, that's all. i got lots of pictures but i can only post it up when i am free and available.

bye peeps. stay tuned plssss. don't change channel.


qiuling here.