shuhan here.

i love daphne lim caiqin cause that sweet girl bought me a book by Jodi Picoult, 'Nineteen Minutes', and she bought me a pink bangle, and a notebook with Jodi Picoult's storybook covers pictures.

had sushi dinner with her ytd after a day work in bakers. nice dinner, chit chat and had our fav almond mocha fudge (:

sometimes i really rather talk to that person about it because at least that person knows what to tell me to cheer me up and give me the encouragements i needed the most at that moment.

ai ya. random again.

don't know if i should go back to bakers to join in the new year eve celebration. hate the thought of crazy people on the streets spraying and squeezing. shall decide tmr.

school reopening tmr. so sad.



Projects during hols are @#$%^&*(


我觉得很辛苦。问题太多，不知要如何开始解决。谁对谁错，真的就可以在这样的事件做决定吗？还是我应该往后踏一步，看看事情的全部？有好有坏，真的难以抉择。你已经等够了，我也知道，可是我认为隐瞒可能会对你我好一点 - 事情往往不是这么简单的。

都是我不好。。。


shuhan here.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONEEEE.

was working ytd and it was a frightening experience.

i will never ever go orchard on christmas eve night.

gtg and meet my project mates for project alr. haha. BYE!


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL.
LOVE(:

qiu.


shuhan here.

talked to patrick on msn and i laughed my head off. this girl is forever so funny.

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
m.w the team leader now kns one. blur and yucks

i want to be. says (10:07 PM):
realy ah!

i want to be. says (10:07 PM):
new?

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
ya

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
malaysian. nehneh one lor

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
kitchen stuff also bu shuang him

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
take order write until cannot understand one

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
worse

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:07 PM):
spelling fail

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:08 PM):
lemonglass tea

i want to be. says (10:08 PM):
....

i want to be. says (10:08 PM):
LOL

i want to be. says (10:08 PM):
i will laugh until die ok!

i want to be. says (10:08 PM):
hahhaa

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:08 PM):
ya me and citra laughed

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:08 PM):
then hor

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:08 PM):
soup setting he go put ceramic spoon lor

s t - 大哥是對的 says (10:08 PM):
think what. cheena restaurant ah

i want to be. says (10:09 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

i want to be. says (10:09 PM):
wah lao!

i want to be. says (10:09 PM):
hahahahahahaha


the end.


shuhan here.

I HATE NICOLE.
I HATE NICOLE.
I HATE NICOLE.
I HATE NICOLE.
I HATE NICOLE.

did opening with her yesterday and she was damn emo. maybe she need to spend her lonely christmas alone? no idea lah! anyway, i reached at 9am when i am supposed to reach at 9.30am to speed things up (i don't care, i want the best part-time employee of the month) and she slowly shake her way in at 9:30am and still dare to give me her black attitude face.

'nicole, you want to eat? i go buy breakfast.'

'no hor! you think very free is it? so many things haven finish how to eat?'

wah lao. cannot finish then come earlier lah! i came early and did my part alr and now she wanna starve me. even the cleaner of the outlet cannot stand her ill-treating staffs and bought breadtalk bread for me lah! she's such a witch!

AND. early in the morning, gordon asked me to 'bank in money' for the outlet.

gordon: 'hey, help me go bank in money ok.'

shuhan: 'ya, no problem.' (can't wait to get out of the outlet so don't have to see witch)

witch: 'don't lose the money hor! later %*#%*$(^&............'

shuhan: 'ya la, if i lose the money i will go jump building alr, you won't have the chance to see me again. or i will come back and ask the boss to take my life, but too bad la, my life also don't worth so much'

witch: 'em.'

gordon: 'what don't worth much! everyone's life is very expensive one ok! if lose then you come back and be free labour for boss la'

she dare to em lor! as tho she agree with me my life don't worth much!

as you can see, the above conversation did not mention which bank i should go. and being a PART TIMER, i am not updated that they have alr changed their bank. so i walked all the way to UOB bank beside the stupid duck tour building. i queued damn long, and finally reached the counter when the guy at the counter told me,

"miss, i think this one is citibank, not UOB. would you like to check with your manager?"

wah lao. bang wall. so i called the outlet and the witch picked up!

'can i talk to gordon?'

'just tell me.'

'erm. i walked to UOB and the person said is citibank...'

'HUH! why you so $^(&$*^&$^&$(%&^.............'

'so WHERE is the citibank?' (damn pissed off alr)

'at paragon lah!'

can you imagine i can actually happily take a lift up but i walked all the way to the other end of orchard? and no one inform me that they have already changed bank?

so i walked back, and once i reached the outlet, witch started scolding me that i took the wrong order just now (before i went to the bank). but that idiot customer told me she wanted waffle ice cream without ice cream! i mean, it is such an abnormal thing, how can i possibly heard it wrongly? so the bitch said she wanted WAFFLE ICE-CREAM, and so witch screamed at me in the kitchen.

so i cried.

ya. like again, i cried. damn hungry, tired, pissed off.

comments i heard from kitchen staff when i am crying:

1. that witch screamed at you ah?
2. ignore her lah. pretend she is chanting sutra.
3. tell me the bank story leh.
4. customer always very guai lan one la.
5. i also kana guai lan customer before.

li zhen was so shocked when i went in the kitchen to take my bag. she thought i am leaving.

'what you doing? why you taking your bag?'

'i had enough, not working anymore.'

'huh! don't like that lah. just bear with her!'

'no lah, you think i very rich meh. must bear one mah. i forgot my name tag la.'

'hahaha! scared me leh!'

i pray that the lady who told me she wanted waffles without ice cream can have her front teeth knocked off and never ever can bite a waffle properly.

and for a moment, i am so mad with gordon for not backing me up when that witch screamed at me. so i decided to be rebellious and ignored the constant ringing of the pick-up bell since nicole ALWAYS emphasize that we must stay in our designated station. so i ignored the bell even when i am free. but gordon kept trying to make the atmosphere better, so i forgave him after a while.

i told alex (new asst manager) that i am not going to ever work with that bitch. if whoever assign me to work opening with her, he or she can be prepared to receive my MC. i can't possibly tell gordon that face to face so i hope alex can sort of spread the news to gordon's ears.

I HATE NICOLE.

the end.


shuhan here.

worked at bakers today. did opening at 9:30am. freaking early. joven said i look very blur today. tim and alex said i look stressed. johnathan said i look like a piece of wood. hahahah. so i look like a blur and stressed piece of wood today.

BUSY day and felt so damn handicapped cause lacking of one staff. people simply cannot wait. imagine both your hands holding a tower of plates and when you walk pass a table, people will stop you and ask you to take their order.

like HUH. hello *wave* i got hands to take order meh! blind is it! *slap slap*

there was this lady who CANNOT see the big big sign 'Please Wait To Be Seated" and insisted to sit down when there was a LONGGG queue in front of her.

"Is it so hard to sit me down? It's ok! i will sit myself down."

wah lao. i feel like replying "MDM, IS IT SO HARD TO SEE THE SIGN?"

my hands felt damn retarded today. spilled uncountless of Americano coffee (patrick, if you are the barista today, i think you will cut off our flesh). it's like a curse you know? every single Americano that falls into my hand will spill. but other coffee like flat white or latte will be fine. joven got so angry with me (temporary only la) and i felt so guilty. joven broke a plate or sth. ai yah. it was a bad day in conclusion.

kitchen staff still as sweet. no need to elaborate. love caiyan the cute dessert chef!

btw, bakerzin joke of the day.

johnathan: eh, can help me take Opera Log cake from the kitchen?

li zhen: oh ok. how does it look like?

johnathan: huh? err. a log lah!

shuhan: *laugh hysterically*


macaroonsss! don't you think they look cute!


School has been quite busy recently,
BOOOO.
damn assignments.






shuhan here.

can't believe that i actually got a D for my elective test. and i still thought i can do the paper ok. sighhs. and the best grade for that paper is C! crap man... luckily i did well for my first accounting paper or else i will be super emo. hope my 2nd accounting paper will be good also...

anyway, after my accounting test on wed, i met up with Patrick for sakae sushi (using the voucher my dad bought, not so rich lately). hahaha. love talking to her la. she's forever so funny. told her about my problems and i love the way she never judge people. after a while, clara and gen came to join us for lunch at sakae too.

after that, patrick and gen got to work at bakerzin so i went to meet Daphne and Rena for shopping. ahem* is window shopping to be specific. hahaha. went to esprit since she got 40% discount. bought a blouse.

ahhh. nth interesting lately. busy working at bakers and teaching tuition.

some pictures.


left is chef hua zai, right is chef lucas. chef hua zai is a JC graduate leh! hahaha.


damn sweet! written by chef SK.


ice cream treat with daphneeee and rena.

that's all. btw, a nice song to intro.



beautiful mv. powerful lyrics.

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground



shuhan here.

sorry for the late update of my birthday celebration!

i wanna thank everyone who remembered and i really love all of you ok!

qiuling, wanyan, peijun - my 3 treasures, thanks for the smses! muacks*

patrick - my Siamese twin, Pim, thanks for the 'not-very-secret' surprise and the bakerzin tiramisu cake! you know i love tiramisu right! and thanks for being there for me to listen to my troubles and never once judge me the way others do (: *rub the flesh that joins us*

doreen - miss 'forever-late'! tho you are always late for everything even my 'not-very-secret' surprise in school, i still love your silly and nonsensical jokes and way of speech. may your marriage with Mr Cassim and Mr Leong last forever. LOL.

Clara - you bad girl. didn't come to school on my 'not-very-secret' surprise. but i still love you k! but you owe me one. LOL. miss you.

daphne - my top fav girl! thanks for the surprise dinner you planned for me with chankai. i am really surprised ok! (tho the waiter abit dumb but....) heh. i loveeee the cute sushi you hand-made, the necklace (i swear i am wearing it almost everyday since the day you gave me), and the japanese pouch. i loveeee all the things you bought for me, you know me well man. i loveee shopping with you!

chankai - homomo! okok, shall not keep calling you since you are a big boy now. hahaha. thanks for the chitty chitty bang bang performance tickets (really, i can really see the stage very clearly so don't keep asking!) and the surprise dinner with daphne.

jingting, jocelyn, hongwen, zhao yuan - my current clique! thanks for the present (tho now i know the price alr since jingting accidentally said it out) but i really wanna thank you guys for the card and the present. i loveeee precious moments, so thanks!! (but hongwen, you still owe me Daiso diamond ring.)

alvin - no alvin, i won't watch porn with you so you don't have to worry also. HAHHA. but we can go learn driving and drink at a pub tgt! (wah, imagine 2 years ago we are still dreaming of doing all these things in sec sch.) hope to see you soon (hope you are not a chicken anymore)

mommy - i love you, i love you mommy!

daddy - thanks for the sushi voucher (again).

okay. enough of dedication ceremony. now picturesss!


the tiramisu from Patrick and Doreen! (yes, it's happy 18th Ploy; Ploy is me.)


yummy cake.


i swear i want my whole cake to be filled with candles on my 60th birthday.


attacking.....


attacked.


card from jingting, jocelyn, hongwen and zhaoyuan.. (they said i got the xiao gong nu face.)


mango cake from mommy....


the little handmade cloth sushi daphne made! so cute right!


she tried her best making the sushi for four hours!


surprise dinner at Out of The Pan with daphne and chankai.


picture taken by daphne (:

thanks everyoneee. loves.


this is a post specially for Koh Shu Han.
LOVE.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU DEAR GIRL(:
MAY ALLLLLLLLLLL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
misses man.
meet up SOOOOOON.

love,
qiu


shuhan here.

i am sorry to say that Tourism Academy Sentosa (TAS) smells like a zoo. everytime we enter the 'zone', it seems like i have just entered a zoo lah. those cow dung smell everywhere..... and not long later, you can see jocelyn running and screaming because above our heads are countless of dragonflies......

wah lao. what kinda school mann...

first, i saw a dead lizard near a pillar at TAS canteen.
second, we eat at kou fu foodcourt everyday.
third, things are freaking expensive.
fourth, it's damn dirty and dusty as we are just beside the IR site (which looks like a rubbish area now due to the construction work going on).
fifth, when it rains, it flood.
sixth, electricity all shut off at 6pm.
seven, the entire building looks haunted.

and today, the entire building started to vibrate......

no idea why, don't ask me. i practically spent my whole day thinking when will the building collapse on me. and i got a test today and the vibration gave jingting and I a major headache. maybe a genie is trying to get out of the magic lamp? wahhh.

the only good thing to see while getting to TAS is the very very very cute 'Tank-lookalike' at Sentosa Express train! damn cute guy ok (though zhaoyuan say he look like monkey), but NO. he's damn cute.

anyway, joven called today in the afternoon to ask me to replace someone on MC. and i said 'once i see bakerzin number, i know you guys got no good news to share with me one leh..."... hahaha. then joven said i broke her heart. lol. but i didn't go in the end cause i got things to study.

okok. gtg and study now! 2 more tests!!!!!!

rahhs.