Yesterday, I excused myself from work at the very last minute to go down to IDP to settle my visa. ouch, money spent again. My agent accidentally selected 'Seperated' from the drop-down list in the Marital Status part, which made me laugh real bad because I couldn't agree more. I bet you can't think of any better word to describe studying overseas.

Dear came to Orchard to meet me for lunchhh. We went shopping in Taka and I saw a lot of things which are potential buys. okok... SELF-CONTROL IS DEFINITELY A VIRTUE, which i don't possess. i'm more like... possessed when i shop. HAHA. at least i didn't buy anything ytd. i kinda wandered around the mall like a ghost, smelling all the clothes, as though it is equivalent to owning it. (if you get what i mean, ghosts don't eat right? they smell food.) He bought me a Jodi Picoult book (okok, i know you're sick of it) - Mercy, from Borders.

Met up with Patrick and Doreen for dinner at Bishan J8. Almost died of laughing. They are so funny as usual.

ahhhhhhh. A thousand and one things to prepare and do. and i don't get the whole system of registering your own orientation, wth?

zzz. i want a camera leh. =( ok random.









Rarely do we invest the time to open the book of another's life. When we do, we are usually surprised to find its cover so misleading, and its reviews so flawed.

I guess, that's what exactly they mean by, not to judge the book by its cover.

In fact, lying is a skill. When you are determined to lie to yourself, your brain can surprise you by blocking out things that you do not want to see, words that you do not want to hear, and pain that you do not want to speak of. Eventually, you will be astonished at how well you can lie to yourself, distort the facts and truths, to the point that people around you actually believe you as well. Or so you thought.

So now, remove those obstructions, and see me clearly.


"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was."

Thank you for selflessly setting me free, all my loves. Like carousels, they always go in a full circle, just like how I will come home to you.


it's final. i will be pursuing a degree in business, major in travel and tourism management in The University of Queensland. Will be flying to Brisbane on 8th July 09.

it should be a dream come true. but when you achieved sth that you have prayed for the longest time, how should you be feeling when it sneaked up behind you and become part of your life chapter? excited? grateful? unreal? lost? it's just so worrying and confusing for me right now. I guess I need some time to clear off the confusion and overloaded advices in my head. Nothing beats a clear mind. Now, focus on the 1001 errands to do before The Day.

oh wells. australia, here i come! This better be the damn right and shortest path to Rome.

baby, i'm so sorry for all these selfish decisions i have made. =( i love you.