#28365739 reason for me to hate exams.
i need to clean up my study table even after exams.

...

strong temptation to just burn the whole wooden table, and see it bursting into flames.

ahhhh. so drama, but true.

wanna see how i manage to screw up my table table in 3 weeks?


worse than a horror movie.

oh mann.

some funny conversation between me and patrick during exams.





hahahahaa. i love patrick!





i was having a short nap just now until....

RING RING RING RING RING!

'hhhelloo?????'

'YOU'RE SLEEPING?!?!?!'

hahahaha. chankai never fails to sound disgusted with my sleeping disorder. and that makes me feel super guilty! like i am carrying a contagious and awkward disease and i should seek immediate medical treatment. hahaha.

how mean can you be ah, mr ho?

soooo, i got off the sofa and climbed to the study table.

i swear i am going to study after this post. really.

anyway, Operations of Food and Beverage exam today. everything was fine, don't cry for me. haha. i just regretted not paying more attention during crase exercise. damn, now then i realised the margin ranking should be according to the $ value, not percentage! but percentage look sooo right. damn.

but i think i wrote a pretty decent 10 marks answer for the reason why the restaurant is facing a bad month. i think i am just born to criticize people? maybe. i actually got so much more to write, but i realised the allocation is only 10 marks so i decided to be, kind.

but still, i'm sure there will be no supp paper for this subject (:

before the paper, i got a shock from simin. outside the classroom, she was saying that she got a strong feeling that 'integration' will come out.

like, INTEGRATION?

what the hell is that?

so i asked:

'erm. wait. what is integration? it's FnB exam today right?'

and she started laughing her head off and said YESSS.

yah, it's like the worst Question you can EVER ask while standing outside the exam venue, minutes before the exam. hahaha.

but still, i have no idea what integration was, sound so 'A-maths' and 'calculus', so i didn't bother. partially is also because my sixth sense tells me there will be no integration because it sounds too disgusting to be in the papers.

true enough! (: i think i can be a psychic with white curly bobby hair and colourful flowery blouse!

ok. i shall end abruptly here. 1 down, 4 more to go!

all the best to all htm people!

p.s: chankai just smsed me,"you not hungry ah?". SEE! i told you guys he treats me like a pig. first he sounded so disgusted with my sleeping habits, and now he wanna check if it's time to feed the pigs. wth right! i am insulted ok! hahahahaha. bye!


chankai came over after school yesterday, we lazed around with my brother in the living room, channel surfing, sharing jokes, my brother sharing his current craze with chankai (hokkien and thai songs)... i think the two of them is quite compatible, maybe they should be a couple instead. hahaha.

anyway, after all the rubbish we did, we decided to organise a small surprise for my mom. after many many arguments on who should go buy a birthday cake from gelare, who should go fetch xian xian to our house, and who should stay at home to look after the house in case of robbery (ahaha), we ended up going together. hahaha. because the roles are so unfair la! the one staying at home preparing for robbery will be so relaxed, because the possibility of a break in is like 0.0000001%.

bought a cake for mom at gelare, then it started to drizzle. so chankai and i headed home first with the ice cream cake, while my brother ran to xianxian's house to fetch him over. in the end, the xian xian's part screwed up cause no one was at home when we expected them to. my brother just headed home with soft drinks. heh.

we lazed around again, watched some ancient drama on channel 8, heard mom's keys and we ran into the bedroom with the cake.

mom opened the door, seeing 3 monsters coming out singing,

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to mother bearrrrr,
happy birthday to you!

haha. hell, she was shocked and happy.

'wah, this year got one more member celebrating my birthday!'

'no worries lah mom, next year boyboy will also bring back another member.'

'you better not hor! so young only!' *stare at my bro*

lol. happy birthday mom, finally 40! ok lah, actually it is supposed to be tmr, but it was an advance celebration because we won't be free on sunday.

brother's blog version:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY MOTHER MUM MA MOTHER BEAR~
40 YEARS OLD .
Stay healthy and happy .

Anyway , about Yesterday .
Did some DnT after school , and rushed home .
In the end my sis and her boyfriend didn't even buy the cake .
so we chatted and slacked at home til 5pm .
then went to Causeway Point .
found out that BreadTalk's opened for business again .
but we went to Gelare to buy the ice cream cake .

Took the bus home , both of them alighted first .
i alighted at the other stop to buy some drinks .
then went to Xianxian house , but didn't open the door .
Eff , i'm still pissed about it .

Anyway i almost slipped and fell for like , seven times ?
I was like , skiing around the whole neighbourhood .
Felt like i was performing in "Disney on Ice" or "Tokyo Drift" .
Seriously need a new pair of shoes .

Waited for my mum to reach home .
and when we heard the sound of the keys , we went to get the cake from the fridge .
and ran into the room .
*Mums open the door*
"Happy birthday to you ~ Happy birthday to you ~ Happy birthday to Mother Bear , Happy birthday to you ~"
And my mum was like "???"
but i could tell that she's happy .
Even if she's not , i don't care . She is .

While cutting the cake , i said "Aiyo ! Where's my parang ?"
then my sister boyfriend really asked "He really have parang meh?"
OH MY GOD .
LOL .
WHAT THE ..

Had some curry puff , and otah too .
then my sister boyfriend went home .


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM !
You definitely deserve more than just a birthday cake .
Thanks for raising me up although its not easy to .
i really know .
:D


Never used this light for years . My house have lots of those , but we don't use it.
i dont even understand why we have those .


The birthday cake we bought .

Random Fact : We have 16 Switches for LIGHTS in my Living room .
16 Switches , But some switch controls 6 or more bulbs .
We have 23 lightbulbs .


ah.

i woke up feeling very very very lazy. so i stoned on my bed from 8am to 10am.

TWO HOURS OF STONING.

2 hours, i can finish 4 chpts of F&B. but i used that 4 hours to allow rejuvenation of brain cells.

REJUVENATION.

sounds familiar to many htm students.

why?

because it is part of the butler tourism area lifecycle.

what are the characteristics of a destination during rejuvenation stage?

1. number of visitors declined due to damaged reputation.
2. therefore leading to the decline in repeated visitation.
3. if unsolved, it may lead to immediate decline of destination.
4. it can be rejuvenated by developing new facilities or upgrading existing ones.
   

hell to dpd. it is making me freaky.

---

the next rising star:

jay-chou-look-alike-with-damaged-permed-hair-but-good-singer

VS



你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
我终于也说出口
其实很爱你 但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中（Yeah）
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手
握住的只是风
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我


as usual, jingting came over to study.


don't ask me why she is reading a magazine.


don't ask me why she is drinking.


just in case you guys cant see what she was doing - she was stoning.


ahh! finally some sign of studying.


my masterpiece.


featuring my very chio friend - koh jingting.

hahaha. no, we didn't study much.

chankai coming tmr. he's gonna buy yong tau fo for my lunch tmr! woo hooo.


as if dpd is not hypnotic enough, it is raining now.

jingting fell asleep on my sofa, woke up, blamed me for playing sleep inducing songs, blamed the rain, blamed the comfy sofa.

hahahaha.


HELLO EVERYONE. JINGTING AND I WILL BE GETTING MARRIED ON SEPT IN MENSA CANTEEN.

hahah. random rubbish. Jingting and I met each other in sept 2 years ago during IMF. so it's like an anniversary for us, but i will be in hong kong during our anniversary. when thinking of where to get married, we've decided to hold a banquet in mensa due to limited budget. hahahaha. and we will get our wedding rings off the pepsi can.

too fun to study with jingting. and how can you put the word 'fun' with 'study'? totally wrong. she came over just now and showed me a video taken by Ming. joke of the year! shall post it up after friday because i wanna show chankai first. don't wanna spoil the fun huh (: i'm a bit out dated lah, i think the video has been up for quite some time. but still, timeless comedy.

i hate DPD.

Discuss the scope of public sector involvement in tourism development at the national level. Illustrate your answer with examples.

i tell you, even if it is an open book exam, i will still get it wrong because i don't even know where to get the answers.

so, what do you think i will fare given that it is a NO BOOK exam?

=(


Marriage and parenthood issues were really focal points which were heavily emphasized during PM Lee Hsien Loong’s National Day Rally speech. Let's wait and see how small the dragon will be in Year 2012 and whether or not it will be able to at least reach the replacement level of 2.1.

Heh. Now teenagers can have excuses to get into a relationship earlier eh!

'PM Lee said young people should take the first step and don't leave it too late! I'm trying to write more glorious chapters of the Singapore Story hor!'

Just kidding. Just kidding.

i was waiting for him to talk more about the service, hospitality and tourism industry. the growth, insights, and the prospects. (cause i want him to assure me my diploma is the right choice. HAHA. kiasu.) and maybe in-depth discussion on how the birth of IR can reduce the impact on economy slowdown as expected next year. but nothing much along that line. disappointed, but still, an interesting speech. i think maybe he is saving this topic for 2009 when the IR open. hehe. he is a convincing and engaging speaker. go download the dialogue if you didn't manage to watch the rally!

Jingting will be coming over tomorrow to study! Yahoooo. Now i'm done with lodging, MICE and gaming. Tomorrow shall be DPD day. Sucks. Miss Lisa Chua is such a nice teacher, and the school is definitely not doing her any justice by letting her take over all those sucky and boring subjects. It just reflects badly on her!

Last semester, Miss Lisa Chua took Contemporary Special Interest Tourism. DEAD boring. not doing her justice.

This semester, Miss Lisa Chua took Destination Management and Development. ALREADY DROPPED DEAD. totally unfair to her.

sighhs. poor miss chua.



I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say
Oh
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that bagtique

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you


i'm meeting jing ting at 11.

but the activity we are gonna get ourselves engaged in in the next 6 hours is so not appealing that i have not even change out of my pajamas and prepare to get myself out of the door.

studying. what shit is that?


silly me to even think that you are different.

silly me. now now, how i want to laugh at myself in the mirror.



My teas gone cold,
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
and I cant see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad
It's not so bad

I drank too much last night,
got bills to pay
My head just feels in pain
I missed the bus
and there'll be hell today
I'm late for work again
And even if I'm there,
they'll all imply that I might not last the day
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad and

I want to thank you
for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you
is having the best day of my life

Push the door,
I'm home at last
and I'm soaking through and through
Then you handed me a towel
and all I see is you
And even if my house falls down now,
I wouldn't have a clue
Because you're near me and

I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life







i can never ever get enough of jason mraz. trust me, jason mraz is addiction.



Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after
all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after
all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've
longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after
all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

omg. sweetest song ever. an acoustic masterpiece! definitely in my playlist (:

parents teacher meeting for overseas internship tmr. managed to force dad to go with me. rahhhs. another wasted saturday. gonna meet perlin and her dad tmr too. hope it wouldn't be awkward, with her dad meeting my dad. what can 2 big boys talk anyway?

funny day today with jingting, perlin, lyndel and yumi. we were discussing about this weird news about this Hong Kong man humping steel bench. then i don't know why the topic became more and more disgusting. hahaha. about how japan invent weird and erotic stuffs like life-size sex dolls. Lyndel is damnnn funny, she won't get embarrassed at all! with her mouth shooting off, describing in details, it really made us laughed like crazy. then we moved on to talk about how Perlin can buy one sex doll and customized it to look like the teacher she got a crush on. omg. so wrong to fantasize about a teacher lah! how sick.

chankai came over at 3pm+ and we watched Olympics together. (: way to go singapore!

27 more days.












i can't believe it.

i actually passed my opera test with flying colours! hahaha. top 3 in class! an A! that's a miracle and miracles always happen to me. what a waste for four seasons hotel not putting me in front office operation.

but my group didn't do quite well for our lodging project. we got a C grade. but after adding all the components, i got a B for my lodging (: now, let's see if shuhan is capable of pulling her B grade to an A after the final exams.

went to cafe cartel with zhaoyuan after school for lunch. gossip gossip, juicy gossip. hahaha. and i'm proud of myself to be able to shock zhaoyuan with a gossip. tehehe. now that's an achievement (:


coffee craze. foam is love (:


tiramisu in cafe cartel. delicious. but why is the plate so ugly? plain clean white plate, please.

anyway,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY DAPHNE LIM CAIQIN!!
now you are older than me! :P

*pops champagne and crackers*

sushi soon, pleaseee.

loves.







You know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
And I’m running always running
And now I’m crying
It’s only cause I’m caring
And if you were more daring
Maybe you’d stop staring
And come over and talk to me
Tell me bout how you’ve been waiting so patiently
And how you tried but I just turned away
And I’ll say yeah well you know,
I’m shy that way

Shy that way
Maybe I’m shy that way

Ohh you know you’re stunning
You’re absolutely stunning
But you’re always runnin
But I’ll catch up to you
The way you keep your distance is
Keeping my interest
So I’ll keep it persistent
Ohh maybe someday
Someway, somehow in some town
We’ll get together and
We’ll break it down
And I’ll ask why you’ve been
so shy, gotta be that way
Maybe baby, oh love, I like it that way

Shy that way
You know I love you so shy,
Shy that way

So keep it comin comin comin comin
Shy that way

There’s always too much talking
And I wanna just keep walking
But I keep staring baby
Keep staring
Though I may not know the right things to say
I’ll get it out to you one day

I’m shy that way
You’re shy that way
Do you like it
Do you like it?
When I’m shy this way?
Yes I like it
Yes I like it
When you’re shy

Shy that way

I like it
I like it shy
You know it’s alright, it’s ok
Cause we’re
Shy that way…



we don't want to fail students too. we want all of you to pass because it will reflect well on us lecturers too.

COME ON. then do what is required to HELP us pass. tell us EXACTLY what to study, ELIMINATE rubbish. better still, send us the answer sheets. BEST still, cancel the papers.

met jingting, perlin and lyndel for DPD revision lecture at 2pm today. i was half shutting off because on my monday dpd tutorial, Miss Lisa Chua actually said that she has totally forgotten all the questions in the paper because tutors are not supposed to have a copy. so in my heart, i know that she has no idea what is coming out.

why did i still attend the lecture?

because, i attended the lecture with a tiny puny bit of hope that she will have a tiny puny bit of idea what is in the paper.

but i guess she just proved me wrong on the spot. sighhs.

went to have bubble tea with the 3 girls after class. weird perlin with her awkward super long toe, disgusting lyndel fantasizing about handsome lecturer PANTING (damn funny and gross), and overly confident jing ting thinking she is very cute. hahaha. perlin was so upset because that lecturer she has a crush on is not her liaison officer for her Maldives internship. hahahahaha. that's why perlin and lyndel started visualising that lecturer panting? total madness.

and i can't believe my liaison officer is LILY THE FLOWER. SO UNLUCKY.

i have been secretly hating her since she took my class for Organizational Behaviour when I'm in year 1. and now i must actually depend on her when i'm in a foreign country? she won't even care if i am like half dead in hong kong or sth. she would most probably ask me to read some textbooks on first aid to save myself!

but luckily, my assistant liaison officer is mr gevin png. but i once embarrassed myself in front of him. i saw him once in a car with a lady and before getting off, he kissed the lady on the cheek.

'hello mr png!'

'good morning shuhan!'

'wow, is that your wife?'

'ermmm.. nope. she is my mom.'

'OH! (awkward pause) she's young!'

'yeah, she looks really young (: '

'....'

'....'

(waiting for the lift to shoot up to 4th floor asap)

'BYE MR PNG!'

'bye shuhan, have a nice day.'

and now he is my assistant liaison officer! how nice.





what makes a perfect day?

hanging out with my favourite gigglish and fun people and a list of to-dos planned for the entire day.

went out with my brother, aunt and cousin ytd. (i swear i spell 'cousin' as 'casino' just now. too much gaming is bad for the brain.) went to T2 to have lunch at sakae sushi. i think sakae should standardize their food quality because it is so obvious that the ingredients used in T2 is much more fresher than other outlets. boo hoo.

you will not be able to imagine how fab the salmon sashimi taste like. thick thick cuts of salmon for you to savour the texture of the supple slices. omgomgomgomg.


see how thick and fresh is it or not!


look at the plates beside my brother and my cousin. (i wanted to spell casino again!)

after the very satisfying lunch, we decided to catch 'money no enough 2' at tampines mall. very typical jack neo movie, you laugh, you cry, you learn. went home at 9pm, happy and relaxed.


black knight! <3 style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >

IKEA 2009!

oh man. really can drool all over the house with its clean and simple designs. spent like an hour reading through the catalogue and visualizing how nice if all these were mine. then i started to wonder if there is ikea in hong kong. jumped to my lappy to do some research and...

YESSS. there are 4 ikea outlets in hong kong! the one nearer to my house are at causeway bay and kowloon! damn damn damn happy. maybe i can go there and buy my furniture and they can deliver! woohoo. i love ikea.

oh and mr coleman chui fedex my hong kong training visa over and i got it already! weeeeweet! now i'm left with all the packings, flu vaccination and travel insurance.

exactly 30 days from now. life is a maze.


*WAVE TO CAILINGGG*

cause this lovely girl said she love the lenka song i have posted so she will visit my blog very often.

random. bye bye!

p.s: HAPPY BIRD-DAY SINGAPOREEEEEE!

p.p.s: THE BLACK KNIGHTS IS SOOOO FREAKING IMPRESSIVE! DAMN HANDSOME CAN. okok. i didn't really see their faces, but i KNOW they will be damn handsome.





Drain the veins in my head
Clean out the reds in my eyes to
get by security lines
Dear x-ray machine
Pretend you don't know me so well
I wont tell if you lied
Cry, cause the droughts been brought up
Drinkin' cause you're lookin so
good in your starbucks cup
I complain for the company that I keep
The windows for sleeping rearrange
And I'm nobody
Well who's laughin now

I'm leaving your town again
And I'm over the ground that
you've been spinning
And I'm up in the air so baby hell yeah
Well I can see your house from here
If the plane goes down, damn
I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn

Damn, I should be so lucky
Even only 24 hours under your touch
You know I need you so much
I cannot wait to call you
And tell you that I landed somewhere
And hand you a square of the airport
And walk you through the maze of the map
That im gazing at
Gracefully unnamed and feeling
guilty for the luck
And the look that you gave me
You make me somebody
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/7VC ]
Ain't nobody knows me
Not even me can see it, yet I bet I'm

I'm leaving your town again love
But I'm over the quilt that you've spinning
And I'm up in the air, so baby hell yeah
Oh honey I can see your house from here
If the plane goes down, damn
I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn

You keep me high minded
You get me high

Flax seeds, well they tear me open
And supposedly you can crawl right through me
Taste these teeth please
And undress me from these sweaters better hurry
Cause I'm keeping upward bound now
Oh maybe I'll build my house in your cloud
Here I'm tumbling for you
Stumbling through the work that I have to do
Don't mean to harm you

By leaving your town again love
But I'm over the ground that
you've been spinning
But I'm up in the air, said baby hell yeah
Oh honey I can see your house from here
If the plane goes down, damn
I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn
I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn
Well I'll remember where the love was found
If the plane goes down, damn

Who do you
Think you are, are, are, are
To keep me so oh cold, cold
You keep me high minded
You keep me high minded

You get me high minded
You get me high


i had a nightmare last night.

the minute i got out of bed, i know i must do something to cheer myself up. of course, my current favourite honey stars with strawberry milk would do the job.

i opened the fridge. ah, no milk.
i walked to the dining table. ah, no bread.
that's why i hate it when mommy work. everything is a mess. so i ended up drinking a glass of vitamin C instead.

today marked the last presentation for this semester. and all thanks to mr lee tat yi who kept making funny silly faces at me during my presentation, i couldn't focus, i forgot all my points and notes, and was at the verge of bursting out in unstoppable laughter. he kept having this 'i-am-happy-so-i-am-grinning-from-ear-to-ear' expression plastered on his face; it's hard not to giggle seeing his face! so i got to divert my focus on miss shanti instead.

anyway, it's my little brother's birthday today. someone forgot about it. disappointed, but still...

'yo drummer,
thanks for bringing me joy and laughter everyday,
your silly and idiotic jokes,
your constant loud drumming sessions at home,
i've to say i believe that it will be something big even though i always complain that it is disrupting to my studying,
you're my role model,
i learn how to laugh and relax and take things easy from you,
you are someone i want to be when i was young,
you do things that i never had the chance to when i was your age,
even though you're often seen as the naughty and rebellious one,
but i always admire you for your courage for being who you are,
doing what you love, saying what you think is right,
i'm blessed to have a little brother like you,
funny, sweet, loud, noisy, entertaining

i want to let you know that i'm always here for you,
and i'm proud to have you as my little brother.

your sister loves you (:

happy 16th birthday.'


DPD SUCKS.
GAMING SUCKS.
MICE SUCKS.
LODGING SUCKS.
F&B SUCKS.

and it is in sequence.

what the hell is wrong with tp? 5 papers in my last semester? screwed up! they jolly well mess with your rotting brain after pampering you with 1 or 2 papers for previous semesters. and for your last semester, when you idiot think that you can get a bloody diploma with another 1 or 2 papers, HELL NO. they happily post up 5 papers while giggling at the thought of seeing long list of failures.

and NOTHING must go wrong because if i fail any paper, i have to wave sayonara to hong kong because i will have to come back to Sg for supplementary papers. NO, not going to ever happen.

SCREWED UP. SCREWED UP.

i can't focus. why is MICE important? who the hell cares? why is destination development and policy making crucial? whatever please.

enough is enough. especially when my brain is in my toes.


it has been confirmed. guaranteed. chop.

koh shuhan is leaving the expensive tropical island to a polluted yet cooling island called Hong Kong, which is a good 3 hours 45 mins away from our chilli padi island.

koh shuhan will be taking Singapore Airlines, SQ862, on Sept 10. It is an 11:00 am flight at terminal 3. now, there will even be lesser people to send me off. and guess what. mom won't be coming too since she need to work. and all my friends are starting their local internship on the 10th too. double cui. i can just fly off alone.

it's final. i'm spending 5 months with the Four Seasons, getting my ass chewed by managers and directors and chefs, crying my eyes blind, smiling at colleagues who are gossiping behind my back in cantonese, nodding my head when customers say i am an idiot in cantonese. i'll be spending 5 months in Hong Kong, trying to live with the locals by communicating with my very rotten Cantonese. and wth. not to forget i actually wrote i can speak BASIC cantonese in my resume to impress. wth. why did i do that? CUI. totally.

and i heard advices like 'don't speak mandarin. they will think you're from china and will despise you!'.

okayy. so i should speak english?

'NO! they will think you're trying to act angmoh and will find you very proud and arrogant!'

okayy. so... what should i speak?

'CANTONESE!'

but then. i'll come back as a senior with experience with the Four Seasons. it's one of the best hotel group in the world man. what else can i complain? it's worth getting all that terrible treatments because i know i'll eventually gain sth that not everyone is entitled the chance to.

and even if i behave like a loser in that place (even though i'm not supposed to), breaking plates and smashing glasses, i'll be out of that place in 5 months. so, it's like, who cares. i think there is a need for me to operate on my eyes to remove the tearing glands or sth so that i won't cry if anything bad happen. what do you call that, homomo? i don't study biology.

it's exactly 38 days from today. roarness. and i swear this is the beginning of something big.