Saturday, January 27, 2007 Y 10:32 PM

oh oh! sth soooo impt i forgot to blog!

I MUST SHOW OFF OK.

even if my jap listening FAIL, i don't care cause' it doesn't determine anything lah!

i heard a japanese lady talking to her children at Muji shop at bugis and i can understand what she saying ok!

she ask her children if they wanna eat or not!

I HATE JAPANESE BECAUSE THEY GIVE ME FALSE MARKS WHEN IN ACTUAL FACT I CAN UNDERSTAND JAPANESE. MAYBE SLOW BUT STILL CAN RIGHT!

ok. the end. bye!


Y 10:28 PM

went for dinner with daphne this evening. i am not late! finally eh.

i love daphne! cause she is so funny lah! i shall say why. heh.

went to bugis for sakae sushiii.. and went to shop a while for new year clothes. bought a blouse and tried on several esprit blouses. daphne gonna help me buy 1 esprit blouse on tues since her cousin work there. 50%!! woooo~

as usual, no shoes for me. and i saw elmo notebook at AnBC shop and a green bag from LittleMatchGirl!! but it's so expensive!




i love this bag lah!!



i love elmo!

HINT HINT. who want to get a big hug from me can go buy for me ok! haha!

okay. now i shall say why daphne is funny. we went yoshinoya to buy drinks. i bought nata de coco with mixed fruits and she bought coke. guess what. instead of taking her orders, she flusteredly give the counter guy a straw! i dunno why lah! maybe her brain shrinking like mine and her eye-hand coordination starts to get poor! haha!

i need to study now. byeee.

lalalala, lalalala, elmo worldddd.


Y 9:41 PM

Hmm` went to celebrate wb's bdae=D Time flies. Hmm, before i get sentimental. SHUT up ql.

Tml going to bishan with mk. HAHA, tink i will b damn tired. Intend to work half dae on mon. There goes like wat $20+++ pay=( Hey! QL, quit tinking of money la.
Keep saying i WANT to go back to sch. SERIOUS, i wan to go to sch, to b somewhere i belong. To be able to fit into my own age grp. In the office, everywhere i turn, i see aunties. I cant stand it. I need someone to talk to la. Wat can i talk to aunties? " How are ur kids?" NO wat, i dun care. Blah-Speed up the freaking time. Allow me to go to sch. End my miseries=(

BUT den, if i stop working n go back to sch, that means no money liao. HAHA, bang head* Thinking bou money again!!

I want to enter into psychology!! Can i? Y is it that i can nv fulfill my own dreams.. I DUN wan to fail any longer. I have had enough of the life as a LOSER. DAMN~cant i get into a freaking course that i am interested in? CANT I? I am freaking desperate la=( I tink i can only do well in that course, cos it doesn involve maths, which i suck at. BOO! Listen, cant you hear me pleading? Grant me that place in psychology. i promise that i will do my very best. I will b the top student=x

How many more days to the release of results= opening of JAE= choosing the course that i wan. Den before i noe, i will get to noe which course i can get into. Damn! IF only i followed my own decision=( Den i dun nid to go through the hassle again. Having to wait like an idiot for the result of posting. BOO..



Friday, January 26, 2007 Y 11:08 PM

this is gonna be a longgggg post because it will contain all stuffs in this wk of mine. i was too busy to blog!

monday. had my marketing formal presentation and oral test. was a total shit in and out. firstly, i was sick, so i find it so bloody hard to concentrate but nvm. and mr aloysius asked about some statistic to back up my info but i couldn't think of any. BUTBUTBUT. problem is, there is stats to backup, but i couldn't rmb. and my entire group can't too. so i can sort of predict the grade i gonna get for marketing. and i am 101% sure marketing will be my worst subject for the semester. and to be slightly out of point, i am wearing heels that day due to the presentation and shit the 969 bus, i got to stand from tampines to woodlands. I HATE PEAK HOURS. once i reach home, my toes are COMPLETELY out of shape ok! AHH!



my fever, up to 38 degree.

tuesday. my fever was sort of better, except for the sudden sharp pain in my brain. i think my brain is shrinking or sth. hahaha. another formal presentation on Principle of Management. it was alright, we did a short skit as our second mode of presentation. was sooo funny. haha. the project was on event management company. so we did a skit showing how we manage a modelling event. and weiming's "undress" his formal coat and tie, making the whole class scream in excitement....... haha! basically, my toe nails nearly dropped out due to the 2 days of heels. conclusion, i can't wear heels for god sake.


rena and jasmine practicing...

one of our ppt slides.. i drew it! so cute!

wednesday. the day of sianzation. some lectures and tutorials. F&B lecture was a torture with alll the winessss namessss and frenchhh grapessss. omg. how do you pronounce "grave"?

NO. it is not "gra-fe", it is "graph" in french. can you imagine how they twist those words. and there are like so many names in french. blanc de blanc. bah bah bah. bored to tears thru out the lecture of grapes and wines.

weiming reading this SOCCER section as usual.

seowhui quickly scanned her jap notes..

huge map of french and their never-ending kind of grape and wines.

thursday. my japanese listening. ah. i shall not elaborate. it was a total disaster as usual. they bah bah their way thru, i couldn't even catch a single hint and clue. so i played tigam thru the test. saw wanyan on my way home. so happy! haha. since longggg i meet her. so happy. chit chat for quite some time before going home. miss the girls so much!

friday. chiong project in school. nothing much to say. boring and cold day.
tmr shall hit town to find some F&B recipes book to complete my project. and dinner with daphne. perhaps fish for some new year clothes..... boringgg.


Y 8:46 PM

I duno how to put it into words la=( i thought i oredy moved on, hey! Mayb, i did not. I dun like having to work. Seriously, i wan to go back to sch. Tis time, i WILL study harder, cos i noe wat it is to work. Like shit.

_____ drives me crazy. AHHHH!

Counting down to the day i can go back to sch. Saw my fren from innova=D how nice. Miss you too. It helps to see the way my frens scream n rush to meet me. awww* TOUCHED.

Getting random, i gt pyjamas. I am clueless y i LOVE pyjamas. Mayb, cos i miss my childhood=(
I guess its time to sae gd bye to childhood and embrace adulthood. BOO!


someting...
I thought i was strong,
end up i was the loser.
damn-
i will try harder,
mayb i didn even try to forget.
I thought,__________.
BLAH.
i WAS dreaming.


Thursday, January 25, 2007 Y 10:36 PM

hello:)
starting off my day from 8am! was real tired, cause i slept at 1am ytd=x
had lecture lecture tutorial tutorial practical practical! in short-- SUPER LONG DAY! hahas..

but today i saw SHUHAN! was nice~ hahas.. it is like soooo long never see her le:) she is STILL SO NICE! hahas.. we had a nice chat! hahas.. ke lian de xiao mei had exam after CNY! jiayou jiayou! hee~
u can do it de!! :)

tml i am having my LAST presentation! finally~ whee.. but having exams soon! i just got to pray real hard that my human system test on monday will turn out fine, thurs and fri practical exams will do well! yes i MUST! hahas..

my dear pei jun--- u must jia you in your project! dun be so stress, just try your best!
my dear qiu ling--- HAPPY WORKING! hahas.. enjoy yourself before sch reopen:)
my dear shu han-- i noe u are real sick of all those 8-9 projects you have! but this semester is coming to an END SOON! hang on!
u CAN DO IT DE! hahas.. jia you ba!:)

~love you gal:)
-wanyan-


Tuesday, January 23, 2007 Y 1:17 PM

i am currently in school! hahas.. just had my maths CCT test! i gt 100%, super happy la! haha.. first time!

tml is my IAC presentation! my group members are just not working on it.. i don't know what they wish to do also la.. that rx go tell the 2 guys.. u all no need to go.. me and her do! so........
this a group work man! pls. hahas.. but after tml! i will be left with one LAST project! hohoho.. finally! hahas..

today going to have dinner with julian, ql, mk! plus dunno gt who.. i wonder how he look le. hahas..
heard they say his hair is getting longer n longer.. hahas.. lets see later! =)

-wanyan-


Sunday, January 21, 2007 Y 11:34 PM

AHHHHHH!
SAVE ME!
EXAMS ARE COMING SOON!

Starting from 9 feb! and i am still slacking?! plus i am still unsure about my work! how to go for exams? hahas..

wanyan! u must jia you le! hahahas!


Y 11:15 PM

=)
i wan to stop the time la.

Went shopping, yet again. LOL` finally, i gt that flipflop i wan. Wahas, actually wanted to get it next mth. But, just cant resist temptation. Tsktsk` MY nice lovely new shoesXD
Shopping therapy, SHIOK!! Saw minky at causeway. HAHAS.. ohya. Tis coming wk is going to b busy, busy n busy. HAHAS, eh, minky?

i WAN to stay forever tis way.

I hope i will get into the course i wan. Troubled* i dun wan to disappoint myself again. It sucks.


Saturday, January 20, 2007 Y 8:28 PM

Broke own record, first time in million yrs, i woke up ard 10+ in the morning, on a Sat. Hahas.. DAMN- real tired. The eyebags+dark rings are getting out of hand=((

Sin-ned. Went shopping, ending up with lots of tings. BOO` Guilty as charged, i spend money as if there is NO tml. I promise to change. Hahas..

Time is going to fly. Before i noe it, i will b in sch, i will miss working. I will miss getting to see_____. HAHA..

I told myself, i will not b weak. I will not. I will not b pathetic. I will not b bothered. BLAH-

Getting random, the hoyu treatment for hair is too cool. Super effective. Try it ppl.
How come the day is like so freaking long? Mayb, cos there is nth to do other den going out. BUT, going out=spending money. Y?

Tings will turn out better. SOON..
Counting down to the next payday. Wahas.. Y is it that there is a nv-ending list of things that i can nv get enough of?


Y 2:49 PM

oh oh! i forgot to post sth.

I LOVE CAO GE!

LOVELOVELOVE.

and of course, my THREE great sisters & DAPHNE!!

LOVELOVELOVE.

and my boy (:


Y 2:37 PM

oh man. i recieved the school warning letter for skipping my jap tutorials. and worst of all, they even forward it to my careperson. =/ madness.

so much to do. so little time. tsktsk.

i shall not be bothered with HER. i shall not be angry with HER. i shall not scream for HER constant lateness. i shall not be irritated by HER excuses reasons for being late. i shall not be pissed off when SHE need manymanymanymany explanation, i shall not be mad with HER. i shall NOT. i shall NOT. i shall smile at HER and forgive HER. i shall. i shall.

PS: due to some restriction, the related party's name & actions shall not be mentioned and will be kept confidential. in any case the related party is reading this, it's my blog, i say whatever i want so please get off my back. i dislike you and your actions alot, and i will try not to, but seriously, for the time being, it is impossible not to. thank you.

seriously. whatever.

i need to study now. law, F&B, econs for today. marketing, POM and jap for tmr. tsktsk. what a life.


Thursday, January 18, 2007 Y 11:13 PM

Wah, soooon will b the arrival of weekend. Screams* Sat=slp in day. Sun=slack day. Wahas.. Blah blah, its still thurs for gdness sake. ROAR.

Went to work as usual. BUT, todae. Someone nice held the giant door open for me=D how swt. Thanks=)) Tink quitting job ard mid march. Damn, time really flies when working. Stop the time..

Thinking bou wat course to take. Bloody, if only i had went ahead with my OWN choice last yr. Ya, last yr. I wasted 1 yr of my youth. BIG thanks to those ppl. No use complaining, but still, cant help but regret. If only.. NVM, like wat mum say, if everyting in life is smooth sailing, suddenly if one meet with small setback, will b at lost. At least, i noe, i have gone through worse. I can do it. I can do it cant i? For my future.. here is to us, MOM.

I hereby promise that i will work doubly hard this yr. TOP student pls.. OHman, i have to. To make up myself=(

ps.
THANKS to wy n sh. Thanks for providing with resources for poly stuff=D big help ar. Miss u girls la. OHYA, pj..u are not forgotten. Miss u too=)


Y 10:53 PM

OMG LAH. i think i will be percieved as gaga by the commuters of 969 today!!

i was on my way to sch, listening to 9.33 FM as usual. but today topic was so freaking funny until i couldnt help LAUGHING OUT LOUD alone and it really seems very ridiculous ok!

A: huh. the (dunno what country) can sms to call for police leh. so slow lah.
B: ya loh. dunno leh. somemore still must have a code before smsing the problem.
A: den sms liao how? the police will come?
B: i think so lah. arbo reply "take care" meh?

OMG LAH! so funny right! shou bu liao lah! i kept on laughing like no end, getting weird stares from people. and people. take note. it is PEAK HOUR. ahh!!

so! on my way home, i decided not to listen to 9.33 to save myself from embarrassment. i changed to 98.7 BUTBUTBUT. wrong choice lah! it was worse! funnier than 9.33 lah! den ya. i laughed out LOUD again and no doubt. it's peak hour TOO!

ahh! my addiction for radio cant be cured no matter how embarrassed i am.

anyway. i passed my jap!!! 50/60! it's a miracle.


Wednesday, January 17, 2007 Y 10:28 PM

HA! u FREAK! hahas.. what the hell! she is damn irritating i can't stand her voice.. she is just totally self centred!

tml is np open house, stations are allocated to everyone. schedule is planned!

sj: i tomorrow doing capsule making!
rx(this freaking irritating gal): I dun care la! tml i change do capsule making!
for god sake la.. sj NV even say she want to change with you! PLEASE~

rx: let me see who is changing with yu yan!(cause she wants to do cream making)
OH! wanyan changing with her!
wy: Did i say i am changing with her? why is it me?
rx: cause you doing cream ma!
wy: YA! so? my anatomy(labeling of human body) is not good, why ask me to do that station?
rx: orh

if i want to change is with yuyan is my problem not yours! what pissed me off is STOP ASKING FOR CHANGE OF STATION! think planning is so easy? den that anatomy station who doing? U want? freak la! hahahas..

can't you see! she is so not coperative la! and rude! proud! and ACT as if she is the QUEEN (sy say de, LOL') i still have to work with her for my PROJECT! same class as her throughout my poly life?! hahas.. can die la!

i think this is the first time i really HATE SOMEONE! arrhhh.. but i can't la.. she will be with me for 3 years?!?

"am i xiao qi? hahas.."

-wanyan):


Y 3:23 PM

skipped F&B and marketing lecture today. cause got a very bad headache. i almost vomitted on my way home. argh.

nothing much to blog also. i am very busy.

and i am so sad to miss F&B lecture cause i can't see daniel chia! he's the most handsome lecturer ok! so sad.....

i need to rest now.


Y 2:08 PM

wah!!! wanyan. ur that yellow colour very striking leh. cos i can view the blog so need to go to the 'edit post' there to see. haha. clever ba??! like tt i'll know how u all doing ma.. if not like no news like tt.. haha. can see that u all are well whether u all sick not.. haha.

now having programming lesson. and the lesson is so sian. the teachertalk himself and he is going super fast lor. then all of us cant catch the ball he throw. then in the end we ask him again then he throw temper at us. siao one. is his fault lor. still like that.

all works are coming liao. projects, class tests, and tutorials, homeworkss.. arhhhh!!!!!!
so tiring to do all those things and stress too!!!

open house coming..... tml is he day liao.. sian still donno my schedule yet. hope i can get the timing where it will be free one. not so busy period one. so can slack ma..

the ngee ann is so fake lor. now make the np till so nice. jus to try trick the freshies in only. haha. then in the end, when they come in, they will know how wulu np is.. hahaha=PpP

ok.. will blog again. got to change class liao.. buay~~~


Tuesday, January 16, 2007 Y 12:24 AM

lalalas~ i am finally done with my INFO project! woohoo~ this project had been like working for so long, with irresponsible group members.. HAS FINALLY ENDED:)

now i am left with IPC and IAC:) n i haven even started doing it=X real sad to say that! but will faster do faster finish.. hahas..

18-20 jan is Ngee Ann open house and i am involved in it! all the 3 days, cause i was appointed as a group leader? hahas.. but i think i will go there walk walk instead=X Friday night i will be going for primers activity which starts at 9pm - 8am! and i will be having open house that day.. just imagine how tired i will be like! but it is ok la, as long as it will be fun! hee..

-wanyan:)


Monday, January 15, 2007 Y 9:12 PM

well. just a normal school day for me. nothing much so i shall speak using pictures instead.

after commskills peer teaching, met marketing group in lab for presentation discussion. bleeding tp business school is going to explode one day if they don't expand the com labs. students are already OVER utilising the whole school, tearing the school down bit by bit. it was a boo to try to find a proper com lah!


we always need sweets to provide energy..


my thumbdrive is having a new image by wearing serena's thumbdrive cap. haha! what a vain thumb drive. anyway, the white thumb drive is mine and the blue blinking one is serena's. freaking nice lah serena thumb drive!


our work... yada yada.


this is picture of the day. the face of Mr Aloysius Anna Zhen Long. HAHA! spastic face lah aloysius! he challenged me to put up his face on my blog. and I DID IT. boo hoo to mr anna.

after that, rush for POM lecture. it is bleedingggg boringgg.


notes.. and more notes..


nope. don't worry. it's pretty usual to see people having face cramps during boring lectures. haha!


yoyo having holy light on her head. haha!


serena playing with meeee.. haha!




and my lecture notes became drawing block for serena and yoyo..


see.. depressed students are all over the place...


yoyo was getting all excited over me transferring water from serena's bottle to mine. i wonder why. haha!


Y 3:14 PM

oh my god!! althought just started school from the two weeks holidays, i think that im getting closer to the end yr final test liao!!! die man. donno wat the teacher talking abt. think i fail more modules and not getting my top 10% liao lah :'(

projects and all these stuff are giving headache man. everything need to be done in two weeks and i don have much time left. somemore i don even know WAT im supposed to do lor. haiz~

human are really very contradicting. when we are having holidays, we hoped that school starts soon. but when we are in school, we just hope that holiday come soon. so stupid right?! how i hate human....


Sunday, January 14, 2007 Y 9:55 PM

boo hoo!

today is a BIG day. haha! it is my boy's birthdayyyyy and our 1st year anniversary! wheeee..

actually we did nth much also lah! cause it's like really nothing much to do anyway. furthermore the sickening school is tmr and we can't hang out too late too. went to the place of our FIRST date! hahaha! Junction 8, that is. went for dinner and a movie.

OMG. Blood Diamond is a MUST see. super duper nice, very interesting. MUST WATCH!!

anyway, gave him a thumb drive for his birthday. and in the little thumb drive is a little video clip of our 1 year together! haha!

gtg now! school early tmr. bye!


Saturday, January 13, 2007 Y 9:39 PM

"At Temasek Polytechnic for example, the school is working with the Culinary Institute of America to offer a degree in culinary arts. Plans to offer a degree in resort business in partnership with the University of Hawaii is also in the pipelines."

adapted from: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/070113/5/singapore252338.html

no. i am in hospitality. not culinary. and no. don't be only "in the pipelines". get it right and get it now.

i am just being random. trust me. more posts will soon come later cause i am pretty bored without my boy with me. his msn was going on a strike and i wonder why. haha!


Y 7:03 PM

ahh!

i should have blog like yesterday. but i was reallyyyyyy freakingly busy to blog. i shall blog about yesterday and today ok!

yesterday was a full disaster. went to sch for marketing lecture at 11am. boring like hell. after that, went to rush marketing project because the deadline is by 5pm lah! and my group members are basically all over the place. serena at home, yoyo in sch, me in lab, weilian at some talk, aloy at home, denish dunno where. and we are supposed to do the project. hell man, it was tough. communication was a bother and i was screaming my lungs off. 1 min late and 10 marks gone. because of that bleeding project, me and yoyo skipped 1 hour of our LOVE. OMG.

our LOVE is actually wine, spirits and beer F&B topic. just imagine holding a wine glass, naming the year of the wine and yada yada about all the processes of wine making. HA! like so pro huh. nevertheless, we did not give up. chiong like madness and went for the 2nd hour. but was rather confused since we missed the 1st hour. and me and yoyo was scribbling like mad on the notes and processing the data real fast! haha!

anyway, after our LOVE, we chiong back to the lab, and rush the project. imagine the time pressure. it was 4pm. appendix not listed, not photocopied, report not edited, content page not filled up, report not printed, report not binded. we managed to print out the entire thing exactly at 5pm. and we rush to ITAS to bind the report. was around 5:05pm that time. denish chiong upstairs to the 6th storey to hand up. exactly 5:12pm. yes yes. we are late for 12 mins. but i HOPE the teacher won't be so mean to be so calculative.

after all that rushing, we went to the career fair in tp. i realised there isn't any university in singapore which have tourism courses. only australia university. mom said if i can go uni, maybe go on loan. MAYBE. MAYBE. maybe. perhaps. ahhh! it will be so ex. but it's my dream. okok. still long to think about it.

lala. after the fair, got to teach tuition. was so tired after everything. yet got to rush my F&B research. boo hoo poly life.

today. hmm. nothing much in particular. went out for sushi with daddy and brother. after that went home and i completed my peer teaching notes for monday. gonna do my macroecons article research later on. ahh! i hate articles finding. it's like fishing for the impossible.

oh well. maybe going jogging with brother around 8pm plus.

sayonara!


Y 3:02 PM

Wah, time flies. Got a desk to my own+new pc+own printer. LOL` everyone in office, tease me. WAH..promoted ar? As if, hahas. BUT, hey. My boss seems quite confident in me. Watever, still counting to the days i nid not work anymore. Days in office are miserable. I dun like having to wake up so early in the morning to report to work. BOO!!
Ppl in office keep asking if the other temp girl n i are sisters. They sae we look alike. LOL` ridiculous.

The distance btw us is wider. Might as well, i will no longer care. Y should i be bothered if that is the way u want it to turn out. Blah-

Treated mum to crystal jade yesterdae=) Seeing the smile on her face, just makes me feel soooooooo happy. HAHAS. LOVE- i SWEAR, i will work hard next time to provide for her. I will NOT let her suffer. I will give her THE BEST OF EVERYTING. i SWEAR.


Thursday, January 11, 2007 Y 3:39 PM

i am now in school! waiting for my next lesson):

these few days i wasnt feeling well! had fever n sore throat.. a real bad one i think! hahaha..
and i gt back some of my common test paper.. i did alright, except i think my maths can be better.. i was quite disappointed with my maths results.. hahas.. but anyway it is over! :)

now i am super duper busy with my PROJECTS! and i cant stand my project mates, they really arrrhhh! i have no word to describe them except irresponsible!! hahas..

quick quick.. school holidays please come! hahsa..

-wanyan-


Wednesday, January 10, 2007 Y 7:56 PM

shuhan shall hereby announce her death on tomorrow japanese tutorial. she did not bother to study for her japanese test which carries a heavy weightage of 30%. let's all cross fingers to pray for her safety. amen.

*run around room* WHAT SHOULD I DO! i realised my test for jap is from chpt 1 to 5. but i missed chpt 4 and 5 notes. and my notes is EMPTY!!!! *smack head*

i shall perish.


Tuesday, January 09, 2007 Y 7:46 PM

got a lot to say today.

1st of all, i top my econs! 92/100. haha! so freaking happy. but, sad thing is, it is only a small percentage out of the whole module. sickening.

next good news, julian is back for 2 months holidayyy! hahas.. he called me and we chit chat a bit. told him beryl went UK to study and he knew about it. sigh. why are people so lucky. and omg. julian is going Uni next year. OMG lah! i will be in Year 2 next yr ONLY can. such a lucky guy. he wanted to meet up with sec sch friends but but but. shit thing is i am super busy this month. and next month i having my end of yr exams. how idiotic can it be? i dunno if i can meet up. ahhh!

i need a life.



during our marketing discussion.. yoyo being a happy girl. lol.



my econs paper!!


Monday, January 08, 2007 Y 10:30 PM

ROAR*
not feeling gd, feel like biting heads off ppl-
saw someone at work todae=D
bloody small world, it is.
damn the white spots, the medicine is even worst.
cut off my ends, doesn help much.
boss wants me to handle new project, watever.
excluded, have to get use.
leave me alone.
bias, might as well.
i dun nid that love n attention,
keep awae, i bite.
i am not loser..
i dun nid you ppl.

i only wanted this much, yet, ended up the nth.
thank you.


Y 8:46 PM

突然想用华语写博客, 不要问我为什么,就是想啦。

昨晚整晚睡不着, 一个人在客厅走来走去,超像鬼。三更半夜, 大家都在床上睡大头觉, 而自己却失眠。最冤枉的是,我超累, 可是就是睡不着。超生气, 超不爽, 超想大喊大叫把每个人都叫醒。 哈哈, 我知道自己很变态。 可是,看见人家睡得那么爽,心情还真是有点不平衡。 在客厅混了一下, 不小心把妈妈吵醒。

“你在干吗?”

“我睡不着。”

从十一点到三点半夜, 我的眼睛挣的大大的 - 超想哭。自己心里一直独白:“死猪头,明天还要读早,为什么会这样!”

超想把自己打昏。

对了,没错。我只睡了两个小时。早上就像是个行走僵尸,被朋友笑到不行。上课时,脑里就只想睡大觉, 根本没听老师讲课。

“0607954E”

“啊?是我耶。老师在问什么?”

“他在问你 (serena 便告诉我答案,可是我忘了,根本没听嘛!)

“噢, 答案是。。(我就跟着同学给的答案,一字不漏得念了一遍)”

超白痴。死头脑。 在敢跟我失眠就死了算了。

终于了解 “度日如年” 的意思。

度日如年根本就是和失眠绝配嘛!


-shuhan-


Y 12:39 PM

hey all. finally u see me appeared in this blog. haha=Pp
i try blogging here ba. even if i still cant view the blog...

today jus had me presentation. and it was bad.. at least i think so.. i think i didnt do my best. but i've try, try to ans their qns but in the end think all screwed up. hate the feeling lah. we did the project and yah, even though im the leader i think i didnt do much things. but my fren try to finish it. thx REIKO!!!
then come to the grading.. we are suppose to grade the other team but they presented like three weeks ago lor!! how i can rmb wat they present??!!! then we try to askthe ppt from them. then they say they deleted it.. cant be one lor.!! they will still need to ppt for their next PBL one lor. try to bluff who.. our team got brain one lor... shit the other team... start to don that team liao. then we are suppose to grade them but in the end we depend on our MEMORY to grade them. in the end we grade them 60/100 but we decide to tell them they got 70 instead of telling them the truth. don care them!!! then our team will be grade by the other team. hope we will not be grade badly. and... tell u .. i think that our team is better than the one we grading.. so... if we get lesser then them. i donno wat to say..

ARGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HATE THE FEELING SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ok... its over...... don bored over it... its over....

~peijun~


Saturday, January 06, 2007 Y 7:43 PM

i hereby announce the below entry isn't mine since qiuling used white for her fonts. hahas.. i didn't work like her so i am still rather, or should i say very much rely on my parents! lol..

brrrr...

nothing much happen today. watched doreamon and went to school for marketing meeting. did some stuffs and discussion. aloysius and dinesh went for smoking break and came back to give us MORAL and SPIRITUAL support. hahahas.. funny guys. you really can laugh like hell just listening to them speak.

after that went home alone. so bored. slept on bus and finally got home.

brother got back from sch camp. so tanned now. hahas. BBQ boy.

okayys. time to complete my CommSkills reflective journal. i am already behind my deadline. haha. and den i shall study for jap test. bloody japanese test. i hate it.

pictures time-


Typed by Aloysius. he is as spastic as before.


serena! everyone will be back to their childhood when they are with me. HAHA!

-shuhan


Friday, January 05, 2007 Y 11:28 PM

SHIT! HATE it soooooo much.
I hate the fact that ppl want money sooooo much. I hate the fact that becos of money they turn nasty. I hate it, when they only want money. DAMN~ but, family? Once i started to work n got my pay, my grandma stops giving me weekly xtra spending money, my aunt stops giving me mthly spending money, my dad even wants to stop giving me pocket money. They expect me to use that damn little money to survive through wat 3 freaking long mths. DAMN~ they asked me to work to buy watever i wan, wat i nid. YA, with they stupid selfish ways, wat damn money have i gt left? More like earning to support myself through the mths la. DAMN~ PISSED* i may sound spoilt, but hey! Its abit overboard la. With the stupid tiny sum of amt of money, i duno how to live on the following mths. ROAR* i thought it is earning to satisfy myself? To have that little spending power. Walau, like that i rather dun work la, i tink that way i can have even more money to spend la. AHHHH` hate them la. They keep giving my stupid bro money. He is like slacking away, somewhere. Wah piang. Just becos he is a guy..
heck ar, i am still going to take the pocket money that he SHOULD give. He should b responsible for me.
For sheer pleasure he created me, i wan to make him pay.

family, i NO longer noe what it means.



Y 1:32 PM

currently in school. waiting for my F&B lesson at 2pm. finally some handsome lecturer to see! haha!

was in school since 9am. did macro discussion with my macro group. quite a lot of area stuck, so perhaps waiting for tues to clear our doubt with Miss Tan.

after that had lunch at 11am. my grilled fish again. 3 times straight this week. haha!

after that is Commskills FILA chart meetup with mdm aisah. i like her lah! she is always so kind and at all smiles. very nice teacher like mrs thomas. i wonder if all commskills teachers are nice. haha. and mdm aisah say my commskills score A! wohoo~ so my interview did help even tho i think i did badly. sometimes my instinct just isn't accurate. she said she like my calm reaction when she asked would i mind if i am posted to a third world country by Pan Pacific. actually, in my heart, i was screaming "why third world!" haha! but i didnt show lah.

okays. 30 mins more to F&B lecture. den i can fly to TM and enjoy sushi with daphne! boohoo.

but sad lah. i got to rush back to woodlands for tuition at 7pm. rushing my life thru... okok, my fav phrase again, "there's gonna be more to life!" haha!

sayonara!


Thursday, January 04, 2007 Y 10:45 PM

BOOO! hee..
today was a real BAD DAY! my presentation i worked on for so long is like turning out to be real bad! firstly, thanks to zahirah! she say she will be there for presentation, yet we dun see her there! n we kept calling, but she just REFUSE to pick up the phone! i was super fed up by her behaviour is so irresponsible la!arrrhhh..

den came su! she she she... omg' she copied my fren's work=.= i told her to take it as a guideline and tell her to follow. she COPY! n i dunno what is she presenting la.. so irritated by her.. arrrhhh! and my lecturer is like so disappointed): he expect me to go for the consultation, but i nv turn up during the holiday.. so the first thing he told me when he saw me was, ' wanyan, why u nv turn up for the consultation? i was expecting you to turn up!' god la..

and i work like so hard for the project and it turned out to be like tat): really disappointed! i hope i don't score badly.. this presentation is 40% of my overall mark leh! haiz.. i guess i just have to jia you ba:)

-wanyan-


Y 6:48 PM

skipped jap tutorial again. i am expecting a warning letter from school. hope mom won't see it otherwise my ears will burst and she might slash me with her chopping knife and i might be staying horizontal for the rest of my life.

that's the bad news lah. i love saying bad news first. here comes the good news.

i got 80/100 for my law paper! an A for law! i can't believe it ok. and i actually score 10/10 for my law essay. and weiming was like yelling what a freak i am. haha! so perhaps if mom did recieve the warning letter, she might just slash me with fruit knife or sth less severe. wohoo~ and that pro weiming who kept on chanting he's gonna fail his law beside me actually score 84/100! another smart guy.

my law paper which is before converting to 100%

hmm. busy busy schedule. and sadly, i can't shift all my nonsense class to mon-thurs now. i used to enjoy the life of a royalty, going to school only from mon to thurs and my friday is always empty. because i shift my classes time slots to free my friday. but now, too many project meetings, i can't shift. i got school tmr! no longer leading a royalty life. haha! so serious.

my full-of-scribbles & deadlines organiser.

but but. i will be meeting daphne for sushi tmr! wooo~

please pray that the warning letter would not land on the hands of my almighty mommy. amen.


Wednesday, January 03, 2007 Y 11:12 PM

Damn* SICK- all thanks to my beloved sis:( i am sooooo jealous abt students going to sch now. U get to see n lame ard with clsmates. Awww~ 12j. HUGS* they are being real nice, meeting me for dinner tml. Touched* I noe they miss me, as much as i miss them. Wahas. Heartwarming eh, nt even a yr together, the bond among us, amazing. Cant wait for tml to end quickly,den i can see my beloved 12j.

I happened to realise how stupid i had been all along. It is time to wake up! Now i will promise myself NOT to expect anyting from anyone. Damn* Enough. roar..2OO7, i will not b as stupid n dumb like yester-yr.

There is someting nice though. Despite everyting, we are still like yester-yr. LOL` thanks for acc-ing me through the horrible hrs in office. Hahas, being there 24hrs ard( that is when u dun fall asleep) hehs*

Mayb next time i wun b as bored as i am when i work, cos my bro will join me in hell=D

because of you, i realised how dumb i was~


Y 4:17 PM

i never like beginning of school. everyone is confused and messed up, deadlines are coming all at once, shooting you to death, threatening you every min. every subject groups fighting for a common time slot and quarrelling over contribution matters.

my deadlines & tests:
11 jan- jap culture test
12 jan- marketing report due and CommSkills reflective journal due
15 jan- marketing formal presentation
19 jan- POM report due
25 jan- jap language test
30 jan- econs report due
05 feb- F&B report due
06 feb- law report due
07 feb- law class test


Tuesday, January 02, 2007 Y 11:08 PM

SCH reopening TML:(

i really hate it! hate it very much! sch reopen means busy busy busy! and i noe i will be really very very busy! haiz.. nvm! i must really JIA YOU in 2007 ! hahas.. sounds hard i think:) i need to score well for my GPA! YES I MUST! a 3.6? at least? like last semester:)
more confidence in 2007? i hope i have it too:)

arrrhhhh! save me.. i cant imgaine the days i will have in the coming 1 month? with projects due! exams! APS i hate it! system system! human body has so many hormones and system i have to know! arrrrrhhhhhhh! hahas...

hope everything will turn out fine tml:) YES it will! i believe!

i think i relax too much during the holidays too! but was fun la.. i nv spent time on my work! nv study? hahas.. how!?! really have to work hard from tml! you MUST WANYAN! hahahs

-wanyan-



Monday, January 01, 2007 Y 11:24 PM

It is a new yr,2007- oh wow. Damn* Moving on. No more hanging on to the past. New yr, new me. Everyting will b fine. Tis yr will b a better yr. Definitely.

Tis yr, i will b nice. HAHAS~ ya. LOL` looking forward to tis new yr.

SH, PJ N WY, this is going out specially to u all-
I LOVE u all. Yup~ We have been through lots, be it happy, sad or frustrating moments at certain pts of time. Although there are times i dread the distance we have among us now( with the different schs n schedules), but i am amazed n glad at how we still can maintain OUR frenship=D we will nv forget those times we had together. Continue it. i wish u all have a great yr ahead. All the best for the yr ahead. It is going to b a long journey, no matter wat, we will still have one another along the way.