Did slideshows todae, WEEEE~ finish liao. LALA~ super happy la. Got over n done with=) The nightmare finally over. YA, not a grp work at all.

Went to grandma's house, saw my youngest cousin, he is a handful. DOTS- so very naughty la. WAH!! He beat me lehs, hahas. Den as the eldest, it is my responsibility to teach wat is right n wrong. Beat him back la. HAHAS~ so fun. He ran to his mum n complain. LALA~ i won. WAHAS~ very funny. Naughty la, tink i easy to bully like my sis. Ohya, tink next yr most probably be kindergarten teacher. Hehs* ya, QL. LOL` dun seems to match rite? Me a kindergarten teacher? Well, it is a challenge for me. HMMMM`
Right, my aunt is expecting again. COOL? i duno la, doesn matter much does it? Just that all the attention that i used to have, all gone? OK, i sound so spoilt, so mean. BUT, hey! I was showered with lots of love, cos i was the only one. Den slowly, siblings n cousins came along in line, they did rob me of the love=( HAHAS~ QL?! i cant help it=x This time, there is going to be a age gap of 18 yrs. WOW!! the age gap too big.

Suddenly, i feel so fed up. DUNO y=( the feeling isnt gd. I..argh` LIFE sure is miserable. I thought tings will go as planned, only to my dismay, that things will NV turn out the way i wan. Utterly disappointed. LIFE, wat is it? TORTURE. Sometimes, one cannot set too much hope on certain ting, especially if it keeps happening. I was stupid to allow it to happen and affect me time and again. SHIT* How i wish i nv came up the stupid idea, den i will not be disappointed in the end. I am so NOT HAPPY now. Watever~

She was at lost,
doesnt know what to do.
Cant seem to be bothered,
whatever.
If it is what you want,
so be it.
She doesn want to care,
not anymore.
enough, being disappointed too much.