thanks for all the encouragements.
ya.
i have to do better next sem.

ahhhhh!
i hav a part time job,
as consultant for my dumb fren.
roll eyes*
he is behaving like an idiot la.

things are getting out of hand.
i am totally disappointed in them.
had expected too much from them really.
ever heard of fairytales?
the step mothers alway win.
or, in tv dramas,
the young and pretty woman, always win the married woman.
@#%^&*.
i will NV accept.
shit.
if they are gona get married or anyting,
i will kill her , die , run away from home.

my mind is in a mess.
i duno wat had happened.
y had things become like that?
shit.
dun they noe we will hurt?
emo-ed.
wat gold, wat sliver.
i will smear shit on her

had sub com meeting.
damn sucky la.
waste time only.
lets hope next meeting will be more successful.

all i wan is someting simple.
yet they gave me shit.
there is a bitch in the house.
i arent crying hurt.
y is it me?