shuhan here.

i'm freaking tired now. woke up at 9am today and dragged myself around the house to get ready to meet jingting at tpy to study. ate breakfast (potato gratin!) at Delifrance and decided to just study there instead of Macdonalds since it is much more conducive there. studied from 11am to 4pm (talking most of the time) and rushed home to meet chankai cause he came to bai nian.

finished my accounting topic 1 to 9. ONE MORE TOPIC, but really no mood to continue. i hate accounting. kill me. kill me. it's 60% somemore lah. i got A for the 40%, but imagine if i didn't do well for the paper, my effort will be all in the rubbish bin! *screams*

and my club, spa, resort notes are now collecting dust on my study table. soon, it will be filled with small handnotes and tears and blood and saliva (due to accidental dozing-off). stupid subject, stupid notes.

another wonderful song by leona lewis...


I just cant believe you're gone, still waiting for morning to come,
when i see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side,
oooo, where we had so much in store, tell me what is it
All reaching for, when were through building memories
i'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play,
all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday,
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday...

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday,
heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes,
i never believed until now, i know i'll see you again
i'm sure, no its not selfish to ask for more,
one more night one more day one more smile on your face
but they cant take yesterday...

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasn't our destiny,
cause in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong,
no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments we made
i'm looking back on yesterday

[Repeat chorus]